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"Jaemin, it's a yes or no question, and it's all up to you." The doctor says.
"I'll do it." Jaemin says back.
"Your appointment is next week, until then I wish you luck."
"Ok."
Jaemin walked out of the hospital with the help of his assistant.
"I wanna go to the flower field." Jaemin said and his assistant just made a quick "of course young master" before helping Jaemin into the car.
Once they got there Jaemin stepped out and the smell of roses and pollen filled his nose. He smiled. He slowly bent down and his hand came in contact with a flower petal. How soft and fragile it was.
Then a memory flashed through his mind.
"Jaemin! Look at all the flowers!" A boy said.
Jaemin and the boy were walking hand in hand through a flower field.
"I cant see." Jaemin said.
"You will someday Jaemin! I know you will, and once you do, I hope you see these flowers." The boy said while sitting down, and Jaemin joining.
"Jaemin, never use your blindness against yourself. It's unique and I hope you embrace it. Don't bring yourself down just because you can't see." Then Jaemin felt a hand go over his hand, squeezing it.
Jaemin could only nod.
"Jaemin, will you promise me something?" The boy asked.
"What is it?"
"When you see..will you collect flowers for me?" Jaemin thought it was the weirdest request ever, and raised an eyebrow.
"Why?" Jaemin asked confused.
"Because...if you ever feel sad they will remind you of me..."
Silence.
"When I won't be there for you..." the boy said sadly.
"What do you-"
"Please just promise me." The boy said pleading at this point.
"I promise,
Jeno."
Jaemin smiled in remembrance. 7 months. It had been 7 months since Jeno has left. He felt a tear flow down his cheek. His pain twisted and his sad smile appeared.
"I miss you every single day...do you miss me?" Jaemin whispered.
"Young master the sun is setting. We should get back." His assistant said softly.
"Of course." Jaemin gave in and got in the car, but not without looking back at nothing. He smiled and they drove away.
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"All done Jaemin! Open whenever your ready boy." The doctor said excitedly.
Jaemin felt his eyes slowly open, and he was met with a bright shining light. He closed them again, but then fought with them. He slowly opened them and then he saw it. He saw people. He saw the room. He saw the light. The window. The computer screen.
He saw himself.
He looked in the mirror, and for the first time saw himself. He had to admit, he was pretty handsome indeed. He touched his soft hair and his cheeks and fluffed they out. He gave a smile and smiled at his smile.
He looked at his slim hands, and his legs. He smiled even more."I-I can see! I can see!" He repeated happily.
He looked up and saw the doctor smiling and he smiled even more. He couldn't stop.
He can see. He doesn't have to feel or touch anymore, he can see.
Jaemin got up and got ready to leave the hospital.
He stopped at the doors.
"Young master?" His assistant asked concerned.
"I cant believe I'm about to see the world Jeno has. That everyone has. I can see." He said.
His assistant smiled, and slowly opened the doors.
Jaemin squinted as he was met with the sun. He looked up and smiled widely. He can see the sky. The fluffy clouds that were moving left and birds. He could see the birds. He looked down and he saw the ground below his feet, he saw concrete and dirt. He saw little insects and grass. He looked up and he saw what he wanted to see for a long time.
He saw trees, people walking, laughing, talking. He can finally see their emotions, he could see.
"The flower field! Take me to the flower field!" Jaemin rushed out.
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He stepped out and took a deep breath of air. Colors. He saw all of them. So many colors. He saw their pattern waving in the wind and how the leaves danced with them in joy. He saw the trees wave with them and shake with motion. He slowly reached down and picked a flower. He touched its soft petals and its top.
"So this is what you saw Jeno. This is why you wanted to show me this." He whispered.
"Collect some." He ordered and his assistant did as told as he held a small vase. Jaemin kept looking at the flower he was holding. It was blue with a dark inside and light tips.
"You remind me of Jeno most." He whispers to the flower.
"Ready Young Master?" His assistant asked.
"Yes."
I'll see you someday Jeno.
And we'll meet again.
And I won't let you leave me, not again.
I promise.
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FanfictionJaemin is blind. Jeno is an optimist that just won't leave Jaemin alone. Friendship grows. But Jaemin has a very very dark secret. And Jeno is sick. 𝒮𝓉𝒶𝓉𝓊𝓈 : 𝒞𝑜𝓂𝓅𝓁𝑒𝓉𝑒 2018 | NOMIN Ⓒᴊᴇʜʏᴇᴍғʜ