I WANNA SEE YOU | NOMIN

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I love you
just the way you are

But you don't see you
like I do
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Today I graduated high school, and now is the time I become a leader Mafia. I always look back on the days I should've told Jeno I was a Mafia, and I regret not telling him.

Everyday is a struggle without him by my side. Showing me the right way. Holding my hand, and telling me sweet things that make my heart turn with love. I miss him. I miss him so much.

I walked down to my fathers 'throne room' and there he was sitting on a big chair, he looked like a king. I stopped in the middle and put my hands behind my back in respect.

"My son. Today I grant you the prophecy of being the next Leader Mafia. Step forward my boy." He said with a loud voice.

I stepped forward and raised my chin up high to look mighty and big.

His father stepped down off his 'throne' and walked towards me. Once he got there he called the guard over with the royal family Mafia ring. He opened it and inside I could see it. I could finally see our Mafia ring. It was golden and it had light colors of purple running through it.

"My dear boy. You can see now, and you shall be mighty above all Mafias! For it runs in the family! I wish you great happiness, and love son." He then slides the ring on my finger and I stare down at it. It was beautiful, magnificent. I was now above my father, and my rank went from 10 to 100.

I was now the Leader of Mafias.

"This is your new Mafia! Bow down in respect!" My father yelled to the guards and maids.

Everyone bowed down before me and I looked around feeling mighty and high.

"Sit in your throne my boy." He said.

I smiled at him and nodded, and after a quick hug I walked towards my throne. I slowly felt the fabric and boy was it soft. I slowly sat down and I instantly sank in the chair, I could get used to this.

Everyone clapped and I smiled in recognition.

I'm finally a Official Mafia.

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I sat in my room. With my phone infront of my face. I finally set it down and sighed as I closed my eyes.

A voice came to mind.

"Jaemin! Don't hide your eyes! Their pretty!"

"Jaeminie!!! Please come with me to buy food! I'll keep whining!"

"Jaemin...someday you'll be able to see. You'll be able to see flowers- and me too!"

I opened my eyes and I realized I was crying. Tears ran down the side of my face as I remembered that voice.

It was Jenos voice.

"I miss you." I whispered.

Then a call on my phone interrupted my thoughts. I quickly wiped my tears away and grabbed it. I didn't recognize the number but answered anyway.

"Hello, this is Na Jaemin." I said in a deep voice.

"Jaemin! Thank god I found you! Come to the nearest hospital please! It's an emergency-"

"Woah woah who is this?" Jaemin asked.

"Oh- I forgot- I'm sorry I'm Renjun! But we need you here right now he's on the verge of life and wishes to see you and won't stop asking and he's not eating-"

"Who??" Jaemin was beyond confused. Who was this Renjun boy? Who was he talking about? How did he get his number? How did he know him?

"You really don't know do you?"

Silence.

"It's Jeno, Jaemin. Jeno is on his death bed."