"YOU DIDNT USE FUCKING CONDOMS?!" I screamed. I can't control my anger right now. When I was younger, I've never had someone to mentor me or help me cope with fiery. All I wanted to do was smoke smoke smoke smoke.
"Roni I'm sorry..." He said constantly looking back at me.
I frantically go searching through my purse and find a pack of cigarettes.
"Oh yeah! Like sorry is gonna help this baby growing in my fucking stomach. You know what, I should cut your dick o-"
He snatched the cigarette box out of my hand.
"RONI! Listen, if you don't want this baby we will abort it, but look at me please, you told me you wanted to start a family, why are you so mad?" He said rubbing my stomach in circles. I took a deep breath and placed my hand on top of his. He stuffed the box in his pocket so I couldn't grab them."This is just too much to handle right now...I-I I'm so scared." Tears streamed down my face. I'm too young to have a child. I don't wanna face this.
"It's our child Roni, if you abort the baby, it means we haven't given the child a chance yet, please Roni, we can do this together." He said while he gently wiped the tears on my cheeks.
I thought about it. Having a baby with this man, is a big dream come true. Ethan is not only the handsomest man I've ever met, but was the sweetest and the most smartest person. I watch him clench his jaw, his eyes were still as gloomy as they were this whole month.
"It all makes sense now, I've been puking because of the baby, Nessa and Gray were laughing because they knew I was pregnant, Lisa said the "sickness" would be gone in a few months because that's when I'll give BIRTH!" I was furious, they all hadn't told me.
"It's okay baby, they might've just didn't want to ruin the moment. I'll set up another appointment tomorrow for the baby check up...okay?"
"Okay daddy"
"Alright mommy"
I lay my head on his arm while his other is on the wheel. I slowly fall asleep safe in his touch.
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I woke up in his arms. He was carrying e into the house, it was now 8 PM and I was ducking exhausted.
"Good morning angel." He chuckled.
"It's nighttime silly."
"Oh yeah you're right, we have to tell Nessa, Gray, and my mom about this soon."
His wooly sweater was so soft and so was the touch of his body.Ethan will be leaving for the trip in 3 days. How fun for me...
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"We have been knew!" Grayson and Nessa blurted out.
"Congrats babies!" Lisa squealed.
"Have you guys thought of names?" Cam says while taking a sip of her boiling hot coffee.
"No, they haven't! But I'm hoping it's a baby girl!" Nessa squeals, "we can all my grandmas, uncles, and aunts oh my god!"
"I'm so tired." I whisper into Ethan's ear.
"Guys, we should head to sleep now, we will talk more about this tomorrow." Ethan spoke.
"Okay...goodnight guys." Grayson says.
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We walk to the balcony and lay on the 2 person chair. "The stars look perfect tonight." I smile.
"Yes, they remind me of you. A pretty person who radiates with happiness." He grasped my waist.
"I love you."
"You know I love you more Roni."
"That's impossible."
Dirty content ahead get your holy water ready.
I lean into him and gave him the kiss I wanted to give him since this morning. I craved him and he craved me, we were inseparable.
He proceeded to unbutton my jeans.
"Is it okay to have...sex while you're pregnant?" I laugh.
"Oh...I've actually never that of that." He pulled my shirt off and started sucking on my stomach. He left 3 lovebites that would be noticeable if I wore a bikini. I was in so much pleasure I could scream. (Jesus lmao)
I left claw marks on his back, even through his sweater.He pumped 3 fingers into me, it was so fast, I tried to keep my composure since we are literally on the balcony and our next door neighbors could hear us.
I moaned into his neck and clasp onto his back."E-Ethan oh my god."
He took his fingers out of me leaving me to what more. "Don't stop!" I groan.
He slid under me and sucked my my clit. My body was trembling and I started breathing heavily. "You like this baby?"
"Y-yes keep going." I barely breathed out.
He obeyed and kept licking. I tug on his hair for support as I feel jitters in my stomach. I was about to release in his mouth.
He stuck a finger in me again and by now I was pouring with sweat. I finally let everything out.
He finished me up and licked my lips.
"You taste great, I need to do this more often.""Yes please." I laugh. I was throbbing as I lay in his arms.
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I finish drying my hair and collapse into Ethan's arms. "Thank you Ethan."
"Anything for you, now go to bed babe."
I nodded and stuffed my head into his chest and fell asleep quicker than I've ever did. I couldn't ask for anything more right now, I want to be with him forever. Also, lets just hope that the neighbors didn't hear that.
Hey! Oof this was lowkey a smut chapter but that's aLriGht. I'm literally inexperienced with smut, I tried my best tho haha. Let me know what you think the gender of the baby is! Goodnight and sorry for any typos and mistakes 💚👌 ig: Ethanicq
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nicotine | ethan dolan and veronica merrell
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