Chapter 3

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Claire's p.o.v.

I got on the bus and headed for the nearest seat up front. I like it closer to the front. It's not as noisey. I wait for about 10 minutes until I get to my stop, I hop off the bus, but I'm still a couple houses away from mine. I take this time to walk as slow as I can. Once I get close enough I can hear the bottles breaking. When I open the door I am startled by a bottle breaking a couple inches from my feet. "There you are! How was school, did you buy the beer?" My drunk dad yelled softly to me as I try to walk up our stairs.

"Dad you have to be 21 to buy beer, I'm still 17"

"Good for nothing brat..." He muttered under his alcoholic breath. 'His words mean nothing, he's a stupid drunk!' I say to myself. I ran up the stairs and threw my bag on my bed and ran my desk. I opened a drawer and grabbed a small box. 'Don't do it! you don't need to!' I grab the blade and go straight to the shower. I turn the water to warm and get in. I fall to the bath and hug my knees to my chest. Why why why!!!! I don't need this, it doesn't help! I hear screaming in my mind. 'your worthless!' 'stop it doesn't help!' 'You matter!' 'who would ever care about you' 'worthless whore!' 'good for nothing brat!' 'I'm fine your fine you can make it you matter' 'end it now it doesn't matter, you don't matter!' stop stop stop STOP!!! make it stop!!! Make it stop!!! I can make it stop. I take the blade and

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