To A Good Life Hazel Grace

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" Chapter 1 "

Its almost been a month since Augustus Waters died. I have visited his grave everyday, wishing he was still here so I could tell him about Peter Van Houten and how Anna, in An Imperial Affliction, was based off his real daughter who died of Leukemia.

I have wished I had died instead of him because he has much more in life. He wasn't a depressed boy who wasn't good at making friends. I wish I could have died too, so we could be living together. I still worry about him since he fears oblivion. I hope there is some king of after life he is happily living with two legs right now.

I am still on my oxygen and I have not been to the hospital in a while ( the last time was before traveling to Amsterdam ). I've gotten headaches and cramps and morning sickness. It's not something that usually happens but it's probably cancer. I do not want to go to the hospital because it reminds me of Augustus, how he visited me. I won't have him holding my hand if I'm ever in the hospital again.

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