Do You Believe? (Aryanna's pov/Completed)

Chapter 24

"I dropped my glass and it shattered all over the floor..."
Samantha had left and went back home...

Everyone looked at me. Jay came over to me. Mom walked upstairs, Nick followed her. Aaron turned the channel. Isabella, Madison, Jackson, and Hannah didn't know what was going on.
"Ana..." Aaron said "I'm sorry... You wasn't supposed to see that..."

"What do you mean 'I wasn't supposed to see that'?" I said "Y'all didn't want me to know that my own sister and Aunt is dead?!"

"Ana" Zak said

"Did you not want me to know either?" I turned to Jay

"It was just your mom" Jay said "She told all of us not to tell you"

"You still could have told me" I said "I think I deserve to know what goes on with my family.. Do y'all not? Do y'all even care what happens to me?"

Everyone stayed quiet.. I started to cry.. I grabbed my keys, but left my phone on the tv stand. I was going to walk but always take my keys with me no matter what
"If y'all need me.. get over it" I said walking out

"Ana wait!" Zak yelled coming outside

"No!" I yelled "Just leave me alone please"

I walked off to where I usually go when I'm upset.. The park. I found a little hiding spot by the big red building.
I know I went all out. I don't know why I do it. I always have....

***
I have been here at the park for a while.. but I don't know how long because I left my phone. Oh well..
"Ana!" I heard

Ugh... Do they ever listen. Jay came around the corner

"Why are you here?" I asked as her sat next to me

"Because I love you and you really need someone right now" He said to me "And that someone should be me"

"It took you this long to realize?" I layed my head on the fence next to me "Why didn't you speak up?"

"Because even if I did you still would have left" Jay sighed "You always leave when your about to cry... or just leave the room and hide some where, and I want to know why"

"Because I don't want the kids to see me cry.." I said, I lied

"Ana, I know there is something else that makes you leave when you cry" He said "Can you tell me?"

"Fine" I sighed, and moved my head from the fence to his shoulder "I don't want you to see me cry...You've pretty much never seen me cry, only once.. the night we first started dating"

"Ana, when you are upset, that's what I'm for" He said "I don't want you to be upset, I want you to be happy... I really wanted to tell you.. all of us did.. but your mom wouldn't let us"

"Why wouldn't she want me to know?" I asked "I mean, I would have found out eventually. Cause we always go the the funerals. That's my family"

"Probably because you and your Aunt Jessica was really close" Jay said "And when you get really upset or hear someone yell, fight, You pass out"

"So.." I shrugged

"Ana, it hurts her to see you in so much pain. And when you pass out that really hurts her, bad" He held my hand "And it hurts me just as much, I hate when you are sad.."

"Why?" I looked at him

He just leaned in and kissed me
"Because I love you, Ana" He said "I always will"

"Really?" I asked

"Yes" He smiled

"Ugh" I sighed "I don't deserve you..."

"Don't think like that" He said "If anything, I don't deserve you"

***
I sat on mine and Jay's bed on my phone..

When mom walked in....