What was I, exactly?
A Toy?
A Practice dummy?
A way to pass time?
What were your intentions?
To sweet talk?
To make my heart flutter with excitement?
To give me hope only to crush it?
I know this may seem hard to believe, but I'm not stupid. I can see when you talk to me as if I'm the only person who matters but you avoid me in public as if I was some diseased animal.
We talked for so long. You would tell me things about you that I thought only I knew. You would ask me things about myself, as if you actually cared.
I thought I had a chance, but all the changed when you stopped.
You went AWOL and I started hearing things.
"He said that she was a freak."
"I heard that she actually fell for him, like, she wanted to hang out with him."
No.
"He told so and so that he could do so much better and that she was just a pass time."
Please.
"She's so desperate, she thought he would actually date her! he's so cute and she's so not."
Why did you do this?
I didn't mean to hurt her.
"Yeah, man. Total freak show!"
I really did like her
"Why did you put up with her for so long, man?"
Because I wanted to get to know her.
"She was desperate man, I wanted to see how far I could take it."
What am I doing?
Why did I say anything to them? about her?
"She's a loser man, a no one."
"Yeah, a no one."
She's the one.
Actions speak louder than words, always think before you speak because you might catch yourself in a situation that you may not have wanted. Words can leave scars and you may never have a chance to heal them. Always keep in mind though, scars can heal but they don't always go away.
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When you like someone.but they don't seem to feel the same.
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