When I See You Again (Calzona Fan Fiction)

Arizona's Perspective

     I wake up to find a tiny human tapping on my shoulder.  I look down and see Sofia.  My daughter.  We were on our way to New York to see Sofia's other mom Callie, my ex wife.  I never wanted to get a divorce though,  I am pretty positive that I am still in love with her.  One time when I was accidentally high, I was talking about my girlfriend that I had then and accidentally said Callie instead of Carina.  

"Mommy, wake up!" Sofia loudly whispered.

"What sweetheart?"

"I have to go to the bathroom." 

"Okay lets go," I told her as we got up.  On our way to the bathroom I stopped to ask how much longer on the flight and the attendant said about an hour.  Which was okay, but I was a bit jittery because once I was in a plane crash and I lost my leg, and two of my friends, so every time there is any turbulence  I start to freak out and grab onto Sofia.  If anything I just don't want it to happen to her.  It was awful enough for me, she is too innocent to go through what we did.

     I know that I am going to miss all of my friends in Seattle, but this is the best for me and my daughter.  She needed to have both of her parents at the same place, or at least not across the country from each other.  Speaking of Sofia's parents her father Mark also died in the plane crash.  He and my friend Meredith's little sister Lexi both died. It was a sad sad time.   

    When we got back to our seats there was about 50 minutes left in the flight.  I was getting more and more nervous with every minute that went by.  I was so excited to see Callie.  I wasn't sure what to expect yet.  Was she going to want me again? Last time I saw her in person she didn't want me back.  I really hope that she does though, because I need to be my normal happy self, when I opened the new women's hospital.  I needed to be.  If she rejected me again this time, I might not be able to go on.  I mean I have to go on, if not for myself, then Sofia.  She couldn't afford to lose another parent.  I was excited though.  I needed to see Callie again.  I was basically having withdrawals.  I loved her so much.  

    When we got to the airport in New York, I found Callie waiting in the lobby.   I hoped that my smile wasn't taking up 2/3 of my face.  I probably looked like rainbows and unicorns were shooting out of my ass.  I have been told that I look like that before, and the person who said it was a prison inmate, but that didn't matter.  Callie said that when I smiled like  that it was my super magic smile.  She had one too.  Even though when I told her that she said that mine was better.  That didn't matter though.  I still loved her, and I knew for a fact that we belonged together.