Chapter 4: Questions

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Once he positioned it, he slid in slowly. It hurt, I let out a low cry as he continues to penetrate. I shoot my hips off the bed to avaid the pain, but Namjoon holds my body down. He picks up his beat, each stroke going faster than the last. My stomach tenses and I feel like I'm gonna release soon. As Namjoon holds my legs, I can feel his grip getting tighter. He places his free hand on the top of my sex, his thumb massaging my spot. Not long after, the tenseness in my stomach uncoils and I release onto him. He slows down but goes deeper with each thrust. He pulls out, taking off the condom. He ties it and puts it back in the package, then throws it in a little trash can by his bed. He comes back to me and plants a kiss on the side of my knees. He grabs a towel off the end of his bed, whipping off my dripping sex.

"How do you feel?" He continues to clean me.

"Wow" I breathe. Namjoon chuckles, showing off his dimple I haven't noticed until now. He picks up my panties he previously threw on the floor and slides them back up my legs. He holds out his hand again, waiting for me to grab it. As I stand, my legs start to feel weak. They buckle but Namjoon catches me.

"Sorry" he places me on my own two feet and I hold myself up, barley. "You should get dressed, the others are waiting for us in the kitchen. Are you hungry?" I didn't even realize how hungry I was. As if on cue, my stomach lets out an agonizing weep, I mental shush it. Namjoon smiled again and handed me the dress I was once wearing, then disappears into his closet. I pull the dress up legs and almost fall face firts. My legs are so weak, I manage to get the dress up my body. It's glove fit holds my body together. I struggle to zip it up again, suddenly I feel the zipper fly up my back, the two hands rest on my hips. He places another kiss on the side of my head.

"Thank you" I thank him. I turned around to face him, he was wearing a navy blue hoodie now.

"Ready?" He asked, I nod my head and he opens the door. Walking back down the stairs, he lends me in a different direction from before. The kitchen was large, bigger than my apartment was. In the middle sat a round glass table filled with food. It seated ten but six were sitting all around.

"Aubrey, come sit here!" Jin got up and pulled out a chair for me once he noticed my presents. I gave him a generous smile and sat down in between him and Jungkook. Namjoon sits on the other side, between Taehyung and Suga.

"Guy's, Aubrey is our responsibility now, we should take care her"

"Wow, really?" Taehyung smiles. They all draw their attention to me.

"Yes, I am yours, please take care of me" I relinquish myself to them.

"Wahw, that's great, let's eat!" Jin says, making everyone laugh and grab plates of food. I was reluctant to touch anything, I wasn't sure if I should. In front of me sat a bowl of jjigae(찌개), my favorite. Jungkook pushed the bowl closer to me and hands my a pair of chopsticks and a spoon. I thank him and dig in.

"So Aubrey, where are you from?" Jimin asks, shoving gimbap(김밥) in his mouth.

"I was born in Arizona, moved to California when I was two." I admit.

"How long have you been here in Korea?" Jhope asks.

"Five-six months"

"Why were you on the street?" Jungkook asks, taking me by surprise. They know about that?

"The apartment I was in buried down, with all my stuff in it a lot of my money too. The cash I had on me wasn't enough for a hotel, so I saved as much as I could for food and water."

"Hoehyeon-dong?"

"Yeah"

"I heard about that"

"Do you have any family here?" Taehyung asks.

"The only family I have is my older brother, he still lives in California. I haven't talked to him in a while"

"What about your parents?"

"Mother passed away when I was little, barley knew her. My father passed away last year" I choke up as the memory of him plays.

"I'm sorry to hear that, I know how it feels to lose someone you're close to" he sympathies with me.

"Would you like some gimbap, Aubrey?" Jimin asks.

"Bre" They all stopped and looked at me with confused expressions. "Please call me, Bre" Jimin smiles and hands me premade gimbap.

The rest of dinner was filled with random conversions and laughter. I learned a little bit more about the guys, Jin likes to eat being one. After the food was all gone, Jhope suggested we all watch a movie, we went into the living where the guys were when I met them. Jungkook chose a scary movie that I've seen before. A def girl living in a big house in the woods by herself being hunted by a man who's killed both her friends. Jhope and Jin jumped and every jump scare. Jungkook, Suga and Taehyung watched reactionless. Once the movie ended, it was dark outside. We all went up the stairs, parting ways and going into the separate rooms.

Ounce I got in the room, I plopped down on the bed, exhausted. This day seemed so long, so much has happened. I woke up on a flat sheet of cardboard and now in a big house, in a fluffy white bed, with nine people I only met today. My virginity, I lost my virginity to him. I got up and unzipped the blue dress, letting it pool at my feet. I stand in front of the full body mirror, eyeing my body. I should probably take a shower.

I walked over to the dresser below the hovering TV to search for clothes to change into. The first drawer had bras, different sizes but all the same three color's: black, white and red. I grab a black one in my size. Next drawer had panties. Same as before, I grabbed the black one in my size. The other two drawers were empty. I went in the large walk in closest, still no luck. I place the bra and panties on the bed and pick up the dress, sliding it up my body for the third time today. I don't bother zipping it up, I'm just gonna take it off again once I come back.

I walk out the door and decide which room to knock on. I forgot who went where so I just knocked on the door right next to me.

"Come in"

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