The Girl Who is Alone

The day I came out

Hi im Angel and I'm currently in high school and today I'm going to tell you all why I ended my life. It started in June of 8th grade. "Hey mom" I said "can we talk for a second". Me and my mom went into the living room and say down next to each other. Now my mom is one of those people who don't accept people who are gay lesbian bi or even transgender. Now what I was going to tell her was dangerous. "Mom" I started shaking "I feel traped and I don't want to feel this way anymore" I was shaking even more "Mom i want to change my gender". I could see the color from her face drain away. She yelled at me how disgraceful of a child I was how I would never do it and how it's just a phase. I went to school the next morning and told my friends. Now my friends are the gossip type so they gossip all the time. Well you know where this is going. If not I'll tell you in a few simple words. The whole school knew in a matter of minutes. Everybody was rushing at me saying things like "I'm cool with it" and "When did you know" and "does your mom know" and stuff like that. But their was a few kids more specifically boy who came up to me and told me this "fuck off you little slut you will never be a male" and they all punched me. But their was one boy who did the worst thing possible, his name was David. Now David was my ex my first kiss. He walked up to me and said "Go to hell bitch you can die in the darkest deepest pits of hell" and he beat me up. That day on I was known as the "Boy Freak" and it's stuck every day since Then. Needless to say me and my "friends" became not friends.