Lyrical Poems

1 ~ from time to time

From time to time i find it hard to try,

To shove back my pain and give a smile,

To laugh when its not funny,

To hold whats mine,

To enjoy the day and walk a mile,

Alot of us are hurting,

And most of us are pretending,

That we're okay ,

That we are loving,

Its not that im sad,

But im deeply bruised,

from time to time i find it troubling,

To shed a tear during that hour,

but then the rain pours ,

they fall down tasting sour,

During the day,

Its worst of all ,

Especially when im standing tall,

From time to time i crumble,

raise up my smile and watch it tumble,

because i can no longer march,

Ive given up and saw how they found out,

just how much I smile

even though im deeply troubled,

From time to time I try,

im still dissapearing,

and withering away,

The pain i just cry.,

and the smiles,

they just fade.

because from time to time,

I am afraid.