Here For You (Zayn Malik's Daughter)

Poem

Hey guys sorry for not updating in so long. I'm going through a lot right now.

I've been having family problems especially with my uncle being so mean. so i wrote this poem tonight expressing my emotions.... about him.

Comment what you think, please? Update will be soon i promise. i just haven't had any inspiration ive been an emotional wreck. my four older brothers are some help.. but not much. anywaysss here it is.

          Lifeless (name of poem)

Sometimes I smile

Sometimes I laugh

But I always find myself a mess.

Crying away at the look on my life

Wondering why it has to be so much stress

I love as much as I can and do nothing but give.

But somehow I always end up as a crying mess.

It doesn't matter how many times you say "I'm sorry."

Those words you said will always haunt me.

Making fun of me for crying is such a low blow even for you.

Especially since you caused my pain.

In the end i'll always love you because I'm an idiot and such a forgiving person.

But that's okay I guess because I can love and keep a distance

God bless your life and everyone in it because I can no longer be in it

I'm to deserving of happiness to be treated with such harshness

So goodbye for now i'll see you again later when you decide to become much much nicer.

I truly am sorry for doing this too you but if I continue to be around you.

I'm going to start to think angry thoughts and really make myself lifeless from you

That's it....