Kayla's POV
I have been writing for five minutes now. I have twenty out of fifty done. I'm a very slow writer, kill me god. My ass is on fire and I just want to burst into tears again. I'm about to stand up because I can't stand the pain anymore when dad walks in with a pillow. Not saying a word he motions for me to stand up, he places the pillow on the chair and then just stands there. I go to sit back down but I'm stopped. Dad picks me up by my armpits and carries me up the stairs. Then I see his bed and start to squirm in his arms.
"I'm sorry daddy, please don't spank me again," I cry out trying my hardest to get out of his arms. Dad sets me on the bed before he does something that I least expect. He hugs me. I squirm and try to run away but he just holds me and hugs me until I calm down.
"I don't want to be around you, you're mean," I say big, wet tears threathning to fall out of my eyes. Dads eyes sadden, and his shoulders slump.
"Baby, I'm sooo sorry. I took it wayyy too far. Please forgive me. I promise I never meant to hurt you. I'm just so scared that you are going to hurt yourself and that you are going to get taken away from me baby, I love you more than the world. I just don't wanna see you hurt sweetie, even though I probably caused some of it," Dad tucks a stray piece of hair behind my ear, and lifts my head to look at him. I see tears trailing down his face.
"Baby, you don't understand how beautiful you are. You are just the most clever child, you always make me laugh with your little corny jokes. Like that one with the midgets! Why do midgets laugh when they run?" I start laughing-crying.
"Because the grass tickles their balls," I say half-smiling. Dad smiles as well.
"Ah, that's the one! See your an amazing child. You deserve everything in the world, you are the awesomest kid I know! Baby I don't want what I did to you to stop you from trusting me. I want you to know you can come to talk to me about anything, and I won't say a word I will just listen. Just please never ever hurt yourself I don't care how mad I am at you if you come to me and say 'Dad, I'm having bad thoughts about myself,' we will discuss it and talk until you feel better, because no one deserves to feel like that. Especially my Kayla-Bayla!" He says tickling me, and wiping the tears off my cheek. I laugh, and nod listening to dad.
"There is one thing." Dad nods at me to continue to go ahead.
"I don't like the private school you're sending me to. They are all mean and preppy and snobby. They all looked down their noses at me when I walked it. Daddy I just don't wanna take the chance of getting bullied again," I say, crying again. I'm such an emotional wreck, I try to stop crying and dad notices.
"You don't have to be so strong baby, its okay to cry. Baby, if that's why you don't want to go to private school is because you are scared you will get bullied again than you don't have to go. I told you if you gave me a good enough reason you didn't have to go." Dad says softly. My eyes widen, and I hug dad.
"Thank you so much daddy, thank you for being here when I need you! I forgive you, I was acting like a spoiled brat though and I'm sorry,"
"Its alright honey, but why don't you tell me why you yelled all that stuff," Dad says to me while pulling me down so we are laying down comfortably.
"I always mess things up and you do everything for me I just feel so lousy when I do that. I try my best daddy I really do but sometimes I just lose control when I get angry. I won't be anymore trouble, I promise." Dad laughs.
"Baby, your a kid you are gonna make mistakes and get in more trouble that's all part of being human, there is just consequences to those mistakes. Baby life is all about choices." I nod and do something I usually don't do.
"Daddy can I have a hug, I really need one," Dad smiles and stands up.
"Of course Kayla Danielle Malik, I'm always here for you no matter what. I love you!" I smile happily and jump into his arms and just let him hug me. Oh I feel like I'm starting to finally enjoy life!
So this is it! That's the end of the book. I'm so sad :( But I will maybe a new book.
Haha, JK Got chaaaa. This book isn't even near done! lol.
Hope you enjoyed this mushy, filler chapter.
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