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TGIF

It was finally Friday, meaning the day The Janoskians we're coming here to my home town!!! One of the boys from school were having a party because well it's Friday so why not🤷🏼‍♀️ so me Caleb rose and saph were all getting ready at mine becuase my family we're away for the weekend for my brothers football game and that meant we could all die with a hangover tomorrow in peace. School was dragging as per but Fridays are usually the easiest days, double drama, English and then Performing arts. I had my main project coming up with performing arts where I had to write, direct and act in a play, I love all of it so I was so excited however it's 50% of my final grade. The only thing we were told is that it needs to have a message within. I decided to focus my peice on gang violence and the meanings behind it all, I wanted to show my audience that they're not all just random thugs who steal and kill, some do it for so many more reasons, for safety, for family, for guidance the list isn't just black and white. I also get to cast my own actors which I'm holding auditions for next week although I think I have a good idea already for who would fit perfectly. Caleb is in my class as he loves to sing and act so we helped eachother out. His play was called "High School" and was literally based on a Morden high school and the challenges that young people face everyday. Although PA is usually all aspects; sining, acting, dancing. We have to have a major and a minor so my major is acting and my minor is music so there will be some aspects with in however it's mainly an acting piece. It was finally the end of the day and we headed over to mine straight away. I love getting ready with these guys, music blaring through the house, drinks already flowing, doing eachothers hairs and make up although Caleb just sits there on his phone and helps us chose out outfits, who knows what boys like more than a boy...
"You readyyyyy Girls" Caleb shouted "yeah girls come on, there's cool late and then there's just rude late and we are quickly approaching the line of being rude late" rose screamed. Me and saph we're putting on the finishing touches to our make up and putting everything in our bags. I was wearing a burgundy dress with black heels, big hoops and my black lace choker, my make up was nothing amazing but false eyelashes were always a necessity for a night out 😊

Saph had on a little black dress and heels and as always her make up looked amazing! Rose was wearing a pink tie up crop with a black mini skirt with black heels an Caleb had black skinny jeans in and a pale blue shirt. We took some selfies and headed out, we got a cab there as no one wanted to be sober tonight. Once we arrived the party was already going off. We walked in and rose and Caleb went to dance whilst me and saph went to go get drinks.
It was only half 10 and everyone was pretty much hammered, I was grinding against some guy in the year above and saph was facing me with a guy behind her who was also in the year above but neither of us had any idea of there names. I decided to go outside and get some air but saph was having the time of her life as her tongue was now down his throat... the guy I was with offered to come with me but I wanted to go alone. Let's just say I wasn't too keen. I went out into the garden that was quite busy so I slipped down the side of the house and sat on the bench, I used to come here when I was younger with my mum as her and jacks mum are good friends so I knew no one would be down here. The world was spinning and I was thinking back to how I was sober an hour ago and tried to figure out where it all went wrong. The shots... definitely the shots.
Suddenly I heard screaming as if one bloody direction had turned up or something. People started running into the house and I was super confused but also way too lazy to go have a look. I continued to sit in peace and decided to attempt to text the group to see if they knew what was going on. "Oh fuck" i screamed as I watched my phone slip out of my hand and down the one and only crack in the whole entire garden. I got onto my hands and knees praying no one would see and tried to feel for my phone, I thought about getting my flash light on my phone to help me see until I remember the reason I'm on the floor is because I dropped my phone. Yeah good one Lydia. I kept trying to feel everywhere but couldn't see it, "uh-hun", someone behind fake coughed, fuck sake, why me. I slowly stood up and sorted myself out before turning round to see... oh. my. God. I must be dead this must be heaven....