alright babies so this one is before jimin was 'out' as a little but jungkook was and its kind of angsty! i love angst though sooo enjoy :)
for the past few weeks jimin has kept to himself something that he didn't want to keep to himself anymore. but he did because he was afraid of what his boyfriends would think of him. jimin was a little and as he had just recently found out, so was jungkook.
whenever jungkook told yoongi about himself occasionally slipping into little space, yoongi was more than accepting and jimin felt really happy for him. but now jimin couldn't even be around them when jungkook was in little space because he would end up growing extremely jealous and would eventually slip himself, which he did not want to do. he was too scared to slip in front of his boyfriends.
for the past few weeks jimin has had to sit and watch yoongi care for jungkook in little space and he was starting to grow restless. jimin just wished that he could receive the same kind of treatment that jungkook was. it made him sad to think about, so he usually just went into his room and said that he was going to work on school. it's been 3 weeks of using the same excuse and no one has said anything to him.
currently, jimin was sat on his bed with his laptop out but he hadn't really been doing anything on it. jimin was in his room because unsurprisingly, he was growing jealous watching yoongi and jungkook across the couch from him. about 30 minutes later, a knock came from the other side of the door.
"jiminie!" he had heard jungkook yell softly from the other side of the door.
"yeah?" he called back, and the door opened revealing an obviously little jungkook.
"color with me?" the younger asked looking up at his boyfriend with wide and sparkling eyes. jimin looked up from the bright screen and saw that jungkook had brought in 3 coloring books and a box of markers since they were his favorite.
jimins eyes sparkled as well and before he could say anything else he nodded his head and climbed off of the bed to sit with jungkook on the floor.
"i have so many coloring books but i only brought these ones." he said as he messily spewed them across the floor so that jimin could choose the one that he wanted.
"i want this one!" jimin smiled happily without even realizing that he was regressing more and more by the second. he was starting to feel all of the weight and stress leave his shoulders and it felt more than nice.
he picked up a cartoon themed coloring book and began searching for a page to color. by now jungkook was already scribbling away on his page while laying on his stomach. his paci was long forgotten and sat on the floor next to the youngers body.
once jimin had found a care bears page that he wanted to color he spoke up.
"do you have any crayons b-because i don't like markers." jimin asked, his stutter making an appearance.
"no~ i dont like crayons." jungkook said scrunching his nose up cutely. jimin sighed quietly to himself and picked up a marker. not long after and all of his attention was focused on his coloring page, and nothing else mattered.
jimin hadn't been able to slip around other people in a long time and it felt really good to do so. when he had moved in with the two other, he had gotten rid of all is his little things except a tiny teddy bear that could easily be hidden.
it made him kind of sad when he started to realize that yoongi buys all of this stuff for jungkook and for him only. not jimin.
but nonetheless jimin's mind was cloudy with happy little thoughts and the young boy felt much at ease as his tongue poked out from his lip as he concentrated on coloring his picture perfectly.
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cotton ~ yoonminkook
Fanfica collection of little jimin and jungkook and caregiver yoongi