22/05/94
Dear Diary,
Going to school feels weird now. Nothing has ever been normal since he left. Every day, someone new would sit at his place - next to me, but in my mind and heart, Nick's there.
Who am I fooling? School will never be the same. Chemistry will never be the same. Sure, everyone is sad about the loss of Nick, but they seem to have gotten over him and continued life as usual. How do they do it? Nick meant too much to me - my life was his, and now I am living without a purpose or hope.
I can't forget him. I simply can't.
