2 years later
"I know, your probably thinking.
"Is Ciara still the same"
I've changed on the outside, not in the inside. To others I'm just a bitch with no heart who hates her family and school. But to myself I'm still Ciara who is scared of her parents and loves school, cause I get to get away from my house. I absolutely disrespect my mother.
Not that I should but because I can't forgive her just yet. She put me threw pain, I'm just doing the same. Your probably saying
"Petty much Ciara"
Yeah, I am petty, just how she made me, right.
About Tommy, he moved. About a year ago I believe. He couldn't handle my death stares and my friends harassing him. He deserves everything he got.
Some people hate me, some don't mind me. Others "Stan" me, I guess that's what it's called. Diana is still my best friend. She knows about my front, she actually joined me. Our town hates us, especially the cops. Only the nerds love us. I love the nerds, some are ok others are cute but most of them are chill. They aren't your typical kind of nerds, they are only called nerds because the really smart. They don't geek about stuff, some smoke some vandalize and others.... I really don't know.
My home life is the absolute worst. I come home and either my mom is smoking or moaning in her room. She kinda hates me, but other times she tries to apologize but I just tell her to go fuck herself.
I know, I know
"Really harsh, you should probably forgive her"
But I won't, I guess I'm just a petty as whore, ohhhhh.... interesting topic.
I'm not a whore, if that's what your thinking. I mean I do hook up with Dylan once in a while. Dylan is hot, no lies. But other then that, I have had not serious relationship since Tommy. I'm still heartbroken so I'm not trying to break myself completely by getting heartbroken once again.
Goodnight Doves,
Sincerely, Ciara Collins."
I wrote into my journal. I turned off my room light and snuggled into my bed. I take my white fluffy blanket and I cover my body and drift off to sleep.
The Next Day
I wake up to the sunlight shining threw my window, that I was facing.
"Ughhhh" I yell as I turn on my back. Today was Thursday. First day of Junior Year. Yep, school starts Thursday.
Get to know the new year for two days then school really starts.
I roll out my blanket and get up. I walk into my bathroom. I take off my shorts and tank top and turn on the hot water.
I get in the shower. The hot water hits my water, it feels refreshing. I take my body wash and pour some onto my sponge. I take my sponge and wash my whole body. The hot water hitting my breasts and face feels nice.
***
I turn off the water after rinsing my body for the 100th time. I wrap my towel around my body and I head over to my sink. I pick up my toothbrush and toothpaste. I squeezed some toothpaste on my toothbrush. I rinse my mouth before I start brushing my teeth.
***
I walk out my bathroom after rinsing my mouth and I go over to my closet. I pick out some black skinny jeans with a white crop top sweater that had some roses on the front. I also picked out my white and black vans. I put on my black lace underwear and matching bra.
I put on my outfit and I put on my bookbag and take my keys. I walk out my room and I smell chocolate muffins.
I walk to the kitchen. I see my mom sitting down a plate of muffins.
"Want some" she asks.
"Sure" I responded. I'm shocked that I said a word that's not "I don't care" or "go fuck yourself".
"Progress, my dear, progress" she smiles as she hands me the whole plate.
"I'm only one human" I say chuckling.
"New neighbors, go say hi" she asks. I roll my eyes.
"Pls, I'll owe you" she begs.
"I was going too anyways, now you owe me for no reason" I say smirking.
I take the plate of muffins and walk over next door. I knock on the door. A handsome boy with pretty blue eyes opens up the door.
"Hey, I'm Ciara. Your neighbor" I say politely. "I brought some muffins" I add.
"Hey, I'm Nash, come on in" he says gesturing me inside the house. He closes the door and directs me the the kitchen. "You can put these down, my mom will be here any second" he says as he walks away.
I guess he doesn't like people, not mad though, cause I'm the same. I just try to be polite, he could too sometimes. Nash yells for his mom.
A lady with long dark brown hair comes down the stairs. "Hello, im Elizabeth" she says coming my way.
"Hi, I'm Ciara" I say. "My mom asked me to bring muffins over and greet you" I add.
"Ok thank you so much, you probably have to go to school, so I'll guide you to the door" she says nicely. She was very nice.
"Okay" I say as I walk over to the door. Before I open the door Nash says something.
"Bye Ciara" He says.
"Bye" I said walking out the door. As soon as I close the door I realize that I had never gotten my own Muffin. "Fuck" I say under my breath. "I'll just ask mom for another one, when I come back from school".
I walk over to my car and I unlock the doors. I get in my put my car in the backseat. I drive off to Diana's house. I picked her up now because her dad would always leave for work at 5 am, so she had no ride.
I arrive at Diana's house and I saw her standing by the sidewalk. I unlock the door.
"Where were you" she says as she gets in.
"My mom made me greet new neighbors" I reply driving off to school.
"So your talking to her again" she says as a smile appears on her face.
"Yeah, I guess" I say focused on the road.
***
I park the car and I get out the car. Diana gets out the car after me and I lock the door. A lot of guys were staring at Diana because she had a tight mini leather skirt on that was green with a black crop top and some black vans.
"Sexy" I say to her jokingly.
"Thanks" she responded with giggles.
I saw Nash come out the car with another boy. He had dark brown hair with beautiful blue eyes. He smirked at me and I looked away from him. I saw Nash staring at Diana's ass from the corner of my eyes. I just laughed.
"What's funny" Diana asks.
"Boys" I replied. She started laughing at the fact that I was laughing. We walked in the school and of course all eyes were on us. Most eyes were on Diana.
She was known for being a flirt.
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