Random Creepypasta Experiences

Weird Urges?

I keep getting the strangest urges...

Urge 1: I keep getting urges to jam sharp things into myself. Nails, knives, needles, scissors, anything sharp.

Urge 2: I keep getting urges to summon the creepypastas for some reason. Which is weird because it didn't even cross my mind for WEEKS before.

Urge 3: I'm getting urges to carve random symbols into everything. The Operator symbol mainly, but other, more random symbols as well. I also have urges to carve names into everything around me, names like X and Grinny and BRVR... I'm getting an intense urge to carve the proxy symbol into my door as I speak.

Urge 4: Now this one is gonna sound cringy but of course I'm getting urges to kill others. Mainly people I don't like. Like Trump, my abusers, my ex-friend...

I have no idea if these urges have to do with creepypasta but they sure seem like they do.