DOLAN TWINS IMAGINES

DAMAGED

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Gray! Gray! Get up, I'm tired of this, his mother Lisa wailed. Rubbing his swollen red eyes, Grayson slowly rose from the comfort of his bed.

His hair was long and disheveled, his skin was porcelain white, his room a complete and utter mess. He began to stretch in an attempt to wake himself up. A slight odor began to leave his body. It was plain as day that the young man hadn't made an attempt to leave the room in days.

Just the sight of Grayson broke Lisa's heart. After everything they have been through. Being forced to bury one child, she watched the other wither away slowly and all she could do was watch.

You need to get up and take a shower. When was the last time you ate something? Are you okay? Lisa began bombarding Gray with Questions, but he didn't make one attempt to answer them he just started blankly, not at her but through her. His eyes that once carried a bright burning flame were now black, cold, and lifeless.

All he could think of was it wasn't suppose to be like this. They were suppose to take over the world. They were going to go to school together, Find Love, get married, and live right next to each other. Now all of that is gone. Washed down the drain.

For the first time in Grayson's life he didn't have anyone to embarrass him, yell at him, and harass him. And he completely hated it.

He missed having to constantly wake Ethan up, drag him away from his gaming system, where he spent all day playing Fortnite, and cleaning up every little mess he made. And it was all because of him.

No one Came right out and told Grayson Ethan was dead because of him but he knew. Even at the Funeral he could see people judging him not with their words but there was this look in their eyes. It ripped his heart out because he knew if he was more careful with the people he let around his family his brother would be alive today.

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"Hey bro, want to go surfing today?" Ethan asked quizzically. He wasn't to sure Gray would come because, for the last 2 Months Grayson's been distancing himself from him.

He never wants to do anything anymore now that he has been hanging around Cam,Will, and Shane. He's always so secretive and anything Ethan's says just makes him snap.

"Nah, the guys and I are going to a party tonight", Gray stayed nonchalant. Oh really, sounds fun can I come?" No all your going to do is slow us down, you act like a kid, I'm not going to let you come and embarrass me!"

"Sorry." Ethan exclaimed while slowly exiting the room a look of pure sadness written all over his face. He couldn't understand why his brother, his best friend, And at times his only friend would treat him this way.

Little did Gray know those were the last word he would ever say to Ethan.

Hey! Hey! Gray are you listening. His mother's words snapped his mind back into the present. Get ready, I have to enroll you in school today. We're already late take a shower and get dressed.

Complying to his mother's wishes Grayson slumped his way to the bathroom. He didn't want to feel this way, he was usually the goofy, friendly, kind boy but It was like, When Ethan passed he died with him. Grayson just felt like a void.

He was surprised his mother didn't notice the cuts on his arms. Before now he would never do anything to harm his body and always spoke out about mental illness. But the pain of the blade swooshing across his skin was the only thing that let him know he was alive. He was Numb. And the pain in a way was his own personal therapy.