❝•What A Heavenly Way To Die•❞ ♕▸Dorbyn◂♕.

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"Pray for a glimmer of hope"

3rd person
June 12th
14.42

"It will never happen again, it was a one time thing, a fling, a mistake"

Those words haunted daniel for the rest of the meeting him and the boys are in.

the blue eyes boy hated what the other called it,

"a mistake"

Mabye In the faux blonds eyes it was that. but not to daniel. he thought it felt amazing.

Simply thinking about it makes him smile, but also frown, he hasn't told a single soul he was gay, not even his mother,
No one

He's to scared to. Being in the closet for almost ten years is hard for him, he constantly has to pretend,

Pretend to like girls
Pretend to be normal
Pretend to be like the boys
Pretend to be okay

All of this drama has caused a wave of depression to come back.

It's like a cloud of rain that just doesnt want to leave him alone.

He hate being closeted
He wants to tell the world that he likes guys not girls,
He want to tell the world that he is proud of who he is,
But he can't
His anxiety is to strong
Way to strong
It was never like this before
Somehow the faux blond has brought it back

But ten times worse