The crash

i made liam cry prt 1

What did I ever do wrong to make me bad enough to loose both parents and survive and suffer.” I was so angry. “hey calm down you know stress isnt good for you and they are still with you and they still love you and you still love them. Don’t beat your self up about you will eventually become less aware of them being gone but they will still be in your heart and im here for you all the way.” I was getting more annoyed “WHAT IF I DON’T WANT TO FORGET THEM WHAT IF I DON’T WANT TO MOVE ON? WHAT IF I STILL WANT THEM AND NEED THEM IM NOT READY TO BE ALONE I NEVER WANTED TO LOOSE THEM! I NEVER WANTED THEM TO LEAVE ME. IT WAS MY FAULT THAT MY MUM AND DAD DIED I WAS THE ONE WHO FORCEDN THEM ON THAT STUPID DATE. I MADE THEM LEAVE HECK I PRACTICALLY PUSHED THEM OUT OF THE DOOR I KILLED THEM. I FUCKING KILLED THEM LIAM!” I needed to get out of the house have time alone I wanted to go for a walk. I went to stand up but liam pushed me down applying more pressure then intended and I screamed out in pain he jumped back in shock and fell off of the bed. “I-Im so-sorry I didn’t mean to hurt you I just I-I you were gunna and the doc said you couldn’t im sorry” at this point everyone had ran in was looking at what had gone on I was crying and from the looks of it so was Liam.

“What happened?” Zayn asked. I couldn’t speak, “We were talking and I got annoyed and I tried to stand up but Liam pushed me down and it hurt he-.” “YOU DID WHAT LIAM” I was shocked “I-I didn’t mean to it was an accident she isnt allowed to stand I want her to get better and I didn’t mean to hurt her it was an accident im sorry.” He curled up more and put his head on his knees.

Liams pov.

I didn’t mean to it was an accident I would never hurt her on purpose. I just she wanted to stand up and run but she had to stay in bed so I pushed her back down. I didn’t realise how hard I had though, and that I had pushed her ribs I felt horrible I just hurt my angel. I curled into a smaller ball than what I was already in and put my head on my knees and cried. I couldn’t let them think I was though so I took a deep breath kept my head down and walked to the bathroom I locked the door and cried.