love yourself • bts

"real me"

being openly gay was never a choice because yoongi knew once his parents would find out, they would disown him. and he loves them but living with people you know damn well would hate you if they found out about a big part of yourself isn't really nice.

so he hides it, it's fine he thinks. who needs a boyfriend when you can have a girlfriend which totally is fine. she's cute and nice and well, not real. but he has to tell his parents about his nonexistent love life because if there wouldn't be any romantic storys to tell, they would get suspicious.

all of that would be totally fine if there wasn't that super cute, clumsy boy with adorable dimples and hilarious laugh in his class who really distracts yoongi from acting straight

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it was just another normal day for yoongi. going to school, listening to the teacher and then going home to tell his parents about his super hetero relationship with a really feminine girl. amazing.

lately it's different though because of the dude in his class. the one with the cute smile and shit like that. since yoongi is like really gay, he spends most of the lesson admiring him.

which of course get's noticed.

"yoongi, would you like to tell the class what's interesting enough for you to ignore the rest of the world?"

most teachers probably were sent from satan himself because they are such dickheads and he can't fucking stand them, especially this one. so he just blushes and rolls his eyes.

he heard a soft giggle beside him and automatically started laughing too. of course the absolute cute, pretty and smart boy also has a beautiful laugh. life is unfair.

he honestly didn't even knew what was so goddamn funny, but the two just kept laughing and laughing till-

"both of you can wait outside until you know how to behave in my class"

he doesn't have to say this twice, they just stood up and walked out of the room. when the door closed behind them, they started laughing again.

"oh god, did you see his face? he was so mad, fuck"

yoongi was surprised because his deep voice didn't match his soft light hair and pretty smile. but if it was possible to get even gayer after hearing someones voice, yoongi's gay level would rise up like hell.

"it's fine though, he always has his moments and get's a little bit angry. he'll probably forget it by end of the lesson"

"that's good, i'm not really in the mood for a punishment just because i started laughing because of you!"

ironically they both started laughing again and after they calmed down a bit, yoongi and the cute boy sat down on the floor.

"what's your name again?"

to be honest, yoongi always had a problem with remembering things so he just hopes the cute dude won't be mad at him for asking such a stupid question.

"my name's namjoon. you're yoongi, right?"

he nodded and tried really hard not to smile at the way namjoon said his name. it's adorable, like everything else he does.

for the next twenty minutes the two boys just sat on the floor and talked about random stuff. yoongi found out that namjoon really likes to go out and spent time in nature, while he rather stays in bed and scrolls trough instagram the whole day.

they laughed a lot and this was thousand times better than having to listen to the teacher saying stuff they probably won't ever need again.

the school bell ringed and the hallway started to fill up with other students.