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min yang's pov

"i know it sounds like i'm the sunbaenim between me and you but i want to teach you, somi. i can't see my strength being weak." i can feel my cheeks turning red. in front of kang daniel, i'm blushing. i mean, who woudn't?

i have butterflies in my stomach, too. stupid me. i know those words are not for me but its for jeon somi. but still, my heart is fluttering.

"if my strength weakens, then i'll be weaker. wake up, somi! let's go!" he hugged me for about two seconds and he played the music.

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daniel was with me up until 3:15 am. we're practicing. yes, he did not left me. if only he knows that i'm not somi.

every time i see the puppy smile of him and everytime i hear his laugh, i get guilty. i want to tell him badly that i'm not somi.

"breakfast?" daniel asked as we pass by the agency's cafeteria. i smiled at him.

he held my hand and pulled me to the cafeteria. i just let him hold my hand and it made me really guilty. i feel like, i'm cheating. i'm cheating to jeon somi.

he left to get food. later on, he came back and told me, "they don't have your usual pancakes for breakfast. they only have pb and j for today's breakfast."

"it's okay." i said and smiled. he left and he came back with our food. it's actually a lot. there's even eggs and sausages. i can't eat this much before debuting but since this guy is kang daniel, i have to.

he brings out a plastic and inside the plastic, there's jellies. gummies! aish, this guy. he will damage his teeth.

"hey, eat bread first. you'll get a stomachache." i said. he just smiled at me and casually ate a gummy bear. he's a five year old, i'm telling you!

he opened his mouth which surprised me. "huh?" i asked.

he pointed out the eggs and he pointed out at his mouth. he's signalling me to feed him. i smiled awkwardly. "waeee? faster." he complained. i feed him a spoonfull of eggs.

"yo! yo! yo! what's the commotion?" jaehwan oppa arrived with minhyun oppa.

"she's just feeding me. what's your problem?" daniel asked casually. jaehwan oppa and minhyun oppa sat at the vacant chairs with us.

"it's so early. why are you here?" jaehwan asked.

"i helped her with the choreography." they looked shocked. yeah, jeon somi sunbaenim is good at dancing. why would kang daniel teach the real somi?

"if you're going to think of an excuse, can it be more realistic?" minhyun oppa said as he chuckle.

"no, its true. i needed some help." they ignored me but their face is still full of curiosity.

"ayways, why are you here?" daniel asked them.

"we just got back from an interview. we are a tually with seongwoo and guanlin but they decided to go straight to the dorm." jisung oppa replied.

***

i arrived at the dorm and everyone was sleeping. i lied down at my bed and slept.

i woke up at 4:00 in the afternoon which is very late, i know. my members are eating. i sat at a vacant chair and ate cereals.

"what time did you arrive last night?" our leader, selene asked.

"i can't learn the choreography. so, i had to stay up all night. i arrived at 4:30 am earlier." she nodded.

while eating, my phone beeped and i saw the message daniel sent me on kakao.

jellydan: do you have rehearsals?

miniya: no, why? its sunday.

jellydan: go to our dorm! i miss you.

to be honest, i pity daniel. he litteraly has no idea that i'm not somi. those flowery words are not for me. that's for jeon somi sunbaenim but i'm the one who receive them.

jellydan: anyway, what does miniya stands for? is ur other account not active anymore?

my eyes widened. oh, yeah. i forgot to change my username. i tried to think of the wisest excuse.

miniya: they say, my face is mini sized. they gave me the nickname, miniya. now, i'm using it. also, i forgot the password of my other account. i'm using this.

jellydan: is that so? anyway, just go to our dorm. i have something to show you.

wanna one's dorm is at the other floor. its not that, i'm lazy to go there. it's just that... whatever he'll show me, that's not for me. that's for somi sunbaenim.

i did not reply and i just pretended that i did not see it. minutes later, our doorbell rang. one of my member opened it.

"annyeonghaseyo." the voice is familliar. i looked at the door and i saw daniel. "ya, jeon somi!"

he saw me as i try to escape. aish. "annyeong." i was trying to go to my room to change clothes. i'm wearing an over sized shirt and an ugly pair of pajamas. i can't.

my member let daniel in. he walked towards me and said, "why didn't you respond to my message?"

my members are looking at me. it's so embarrasing. i escaped and run towards my room to change. after changing, i went downstairs.

"let's go." he held my wrist and pulled me. "kamsahamnida." he told my members.

we went to their dorm. "where are they?" i asked daniel.

"probably, resting." he said. we went to a room. inside it is a studio. he played a video. a video of him singing bts' i need u.

my heart is fluttering but it's for jeon somi. i held my tears in. he's crying while he's singing.

as the video ends, he told me something. "somi-ya! i like you." he was about to kiss me but i avoided him.

i left their dorm. i'm so stupid. i should avoid him. i should be embarrased for what i'm currently doing. he doesn't like me. he likes jeon somi sunbaenim.

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