Awkward Show

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Seo's P.O.V.
We were getting ready for tonight's show as well in LA. I wouldn't look at Jungkook, Jimin or Jae if they entered the same room as me. I was crying a little however if they weren't in the same room as me.
The rest of the boys would comfort me though and tried to make me laugh.

"Don't be mad at them because I don't want all of us arguing." I say, worried.
"We won't but we will try and talk to them about the situation." Jin says.
"I just think it's bad timing because we are performing in a bit and we have a couple arguing and then best friends arguing to so it's gonna be awkward. Not to be mean or anything." Taehyung says.
"I know. If they actually believed me then it would be fine. I just don't know who to stand with." I say.
"You can stand between me. It'll be fine." Hoseok says.
"What about tonight with bedrooms in the hotel and things?" RM says.
"I guess I'm sleeping in the same bed as him." I say.

My name was called since I had to get my makeup done. I sat in the chair and the mua did my makeup. She finished my makeup and then I saw Jimin talking to the guys.
He saw me but still looked a bit sad. I looked away and walked to Tae. We talked for a bit and then it was time to go on stage. Not gonna lie, I felt a bit sick but carried on with the show. I put on a fake smile throughout the whole performance trying not to break down crying. I sang the song with the guys but it hurt if I was standing either next to Jimin or Jungkook.
I tried my best not to look at Jimin or Jungkook. I would shed a tear when I wasn't on stage but when I was, I'd be smiling and singing along or rapping to my songs. It was nice to hear the fans screaming and singing along to the lyrics. When I sang and if I wasn't doing choreography, I would crouch down to look at fans and hold their hands.
That was probably the only reason why I smiled and it wasn't fake. When it got to the end, we were all looking at the fans and waving. I got even more emotional but cried happy tears.
What scared me at first though was someone giving me a back hug. I turned around to see Jimin and didn't know how to react.

"I'm sorry my love. Please forgive me." He whispers.

I smile and hug him back. I cried even more then and carried on waving to the audience. After I gave the rest of the boys hugs, I walked up to Jimin and stood next to him.
We hugged once again and even kissed. A while after the show finished and we did our speeches once again, we was back at the hotel and I was sitting on the bed with Jimin. We were feeding each other while listening to music and watching fans videos of the concert.

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