Seo's P.O.V.
I was still laid in bed even though it was eleven in the morning and it was my birthday. I didn't feel like doing anything because I was so depressed.
The boys had said happy birthday to me about an hour ago which made me smile a little. Me and Jimin was sharing a room but it didn't help knowing that we couldn't be together. Jimin was bothered by it and so was I.
He would try and cheer me up but it wouldn't work.
"Try and cheer up Seo. Just for today at least." Jimin says.
"I can't Jimin. It hurts." I say, crying.
"I know it does Seo. But it's your birthday." Jimin says.
I stand up from the bed and walk to the bathroom and shut the door. I closed my eyes and slid down the door to the floor.
"Please don't do anything you'll regret Angel. We might not be allowed to be together but I still love you and care about you." Jimin says, on the other side of the door.
"It's not fair. My mother got taken away and now you have to be taken away from me." I say, crying my eyes out.
"Seo Hyeon I'm always going to be here for you. I love you so much and you mean a lot to me. I care about you a lot. I know its not fair but we both don't know what will happen if we ignore them." Jimin says.
"I hate my life. So many bad things have happened and all I want to do is die." I say, putting my hand on my head.
"Don't say that. You don't mean that, you're just saying it now because you're hurt." Jimin says.
"You don't get it Jimin." I say, a little stressed.
"Seo I know that and I know bad things have happened in your life but focus on the good things." He says.
"No one believes in me with my family Jimin. Only my mum. I promised to make her proud and how am I suppose to know if I have now that she has gone? My father hates me. Most of my brothers show no interest and I don't even know about my sister." I say, sniffling.
"You have made her proud. She will be over the moon that you are doing what you love. I think she'll be proud of you with whatever job you had. Your mother will be ecstatic that you are her daughter and that you're happy." Jimin says.
"Don't you remember last year when you're mum face timed you for your 21st birthday? You were so happy and you wouldn't stop smiling. You were that happy that you had happy tears. Don't you remember that she told you that she was proud of you?" Jimin says, making me smile.
He said more things and after a bit, I opened the door. I hugged him straight away. He kissed me, holding my face as I kissed him back, putting my arms around his neck.
"I just want to be together again Jimin. I don't want those nine months to go to waste. Those nine months were the best and I was the happiest I've been then. Apart from the times with Jungkook, no one could replace them. He's like my younger brother. The only one who was proud of me." I say, my head on his chest since we were now laying on the bed.
"Those were the best nine months." Jimin says, playing with my hair.
"To think we only went public days ago and now we aren't together." I say, sighing.
"It sounds really strange when you say that. It's like we both chose to broke up but are just talking about it so freely." Jimin says, making me laugh.
"It's probably because we are so close. I'm not bothered if we talk about it like that. It wont hurt if we are still close will it?" I say, turning my head to look at him.
"I guess so." Jimin says.
We just talked and didn't do much since I didn't want to do anything. Later on though, me and Jimin were eating when there was a knock on the door.
Jimin answered it and then all I heard was the boys singing Happy Birthday. I smiled while eating my food as the walked in and Jungkook was holding a cake.
They finished singing and I gave them all a hug.
"Thanks guys." I say, sitting back down.
The boys were starting to eat the cake before me which made me laugh. Jimin then started feeding me some of the cake but then wiped some frosting onto my cheek.
I bite my lip and shake my head. I take some of the frosting and put it onto my fingers. Jimin knee straight away what I was about to do, so he stood up and walked away from me.
I chased him around the hotel room for a few minutes before he opened the door and ran out. I ran after him with the frosting still on my hand. J-Hope was recording us and was running behind me following us.
When I finally reached Jimin, I smeared the frosting onto his cheek. I turned to see J-Hope walking back into our room laughing. I suddenly felt arms wrapping around my waist making me smile.
"Happy Birthday Seo." Jimin says.
"Thanks Jimin." I say, turning back around so I can face him properly.
He suddenly kisses me but I don't hesitate. I laugh and then pull away. Quickly, I take a deep breath and then a tear slips down.
"Why are you crying?" Jimin asks, hugging me.
"Because I miss you so much. I've missed our moments that we have together, our kisses and then all the other things but now it's just awkward." I say, hugging him back.
"I know Seo. I miss that to." Jimin says.
