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kim.ssseungmin:

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art is just my temporary job, bro.

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squirrel.sungie: ur such an art king tho :(
kim.ssseungmin: @squirrel.sungie yeah and u don't look like a squirrel at all.
squirrel.sungie: @kim.ssseungmin -__-

seungmin smiled before his phone pinged

hwanghhyunjin wants to send you a message

✗allow or ignore

hwanghhyunjin: hey

kim.ssseungmin: hi?

hwanghhyunjin: sorry i just really liked your page and ur work :)

kim.ssseungmin: no no it's fine i just didn't know u or why u messaged me.

seungmin pressed on the account, he was shocked and a little insecure when he saw how attractive this person was.

hwanghhyunjin: i don't want to sound like a creep or anything but do u wanna get coffee sometime?

kim.ssseungmin: how are u so sure that i live even in the same country as you?

hwanghhyunjin: u put the location tag on one photo that said u were in seoul.

kim.ssseungmin: what if i was just visiting seoul and i didn't live there?

hwanghhyunjin: look, do u wanna get a coffee sometime or not?

kim.ssseungmin: sure. sounds nice, person idk who could totally be a catfish/murderer

hwanghhyunjin: oh hush bby bc when we meet u'll know im not a catfish.

kim.ssseungmin: im not ur bby
kim.ssseungmin: u didn't say u weren't a murderer tho.

hwanghhyunjin: istg ur a brat >:(

kim.ssseungmin: yep thats me

3:45 pm

seungmin felt bored at the thought of art. he felt like no matter what he did it was terrible. he sighed knowing he had school tomorrow. he dreaded school. he was in his second year of college, so he assumed people would be more focused on their studies since they weren't kids anymore, however he was wrong. he still got picked on. he assumed it was because he was a more quiet and introverted person, but heck, people pick on others for many reasons, whether it be their skin or race or any other things that they can't change, bullying always happens.

he felt his eyes beginning to close as he sat in front of a canvas. recently, his mind had been clouded with terrible thoughts, he assumed it was because of how alone he felt all the time. he could be in a room full of his friends and still feel alone. he sighed before picking up a paintbrush and dipping it into the cold water. he gently pressed his brush into the blue paint before he was interrupted by his phone.

hwanghhyunjin: so, does tomorrow sound good for coffee, princess.

kim.ssseungmin: yah i was painting >:(
kim.seungmin: but it depends on the time. and can u stop with the pet names?

hwanghhyunjin: what about 1:30 pm? and no can do, puppy.

kim.ssseungmin: 😤😤 stOP WITH THE PET NAMES IM NOT 5
kim.ssseungmin: i can't at 1 bc school :(

hwanghhyunjin: what if i pick you up after ur done at school?

kim.ssseungmin: that sounded sus 

hwanghhyunjin: boI IM A PROFESSIONAL MODEL WHAT SHADY STUFF COULD I DO

kim.ssseungmin: a lot
kim.ssseungmin: ill just walk to where ever were getting coffee at

hwanghhyunjin: hell no
hwanghhyunjin: do you even know it's the middle of winter and fucking freezing out every day?

kim.sseungmin: do you even know i wear bundles of clothes when i go out in the cold?

hwanghhyunjin: still. im picking u up. what school do u go to?

kim.ssseungmin: jyp uni

hwanghhyunjin: ah so u must be rich if u go to jyp.

kim.ssseungmin: don't make assumptions abt ppl u don't know a thing abt.

seungmin powered off his phone before picking up his paintbrush and sighing. "ugh why can't i do anything right?" he buried his face in his palms before his eyes met an almost completely blank canvas. 'you can't do anything right seungmin.' he thought before swishing the brush in the water to get the paint off. he delicately wiped the water off the brush before putting all his supplies where it normally stayed. he glanced over at the mirror, he felt like his reflection didn't even look like him anymore.

he lost quite a lot of weight, he wore more baggy clothes, and he always looked ill or tired. he let himself fall onto his plush sheets before grabbing his phone and turning it back on.

6 new messages from hwanghhyunjin.

hwanghhyunjin: im sorry
hwanghhyunjin: i didn't mean to :(
hwanghhyunjin: seungmin?
hwanghhyunjin: where'd u go?
hwanghhyunjin: r u mad at me still?
hwanghhyunjin: seungmin it's been 2 hours r u ok?

kim.ssseungmin: why are u so concerned if im just a rich kid?

hwanghhyunjin: seungmin i didn't mean it like that :( im srry.

kim.ssseungmin: coffees off.
kim.ssseungmin: just leave me alone.

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well, that escalated quickly. anygAY yeah welcome to a new shitty story :')

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