“OH MY GOD WHY?!?”
I try to fake my saddest look… I was terrible at acting but she didn’t notice thank god.
“Jungkook I’m moving to Scotland and I can’t have my boyfriend be in America… and plus he is younger than me… he is like- your age. And… he is gonna be in high school for two more years so I’m like- never gonna see him.”
I look at her trying to contain my happiness.
“Wow… are you sad?” I ask.
“Well… no. It’s what mom would’ve done. She didn’t have time to wait for a guy.”
She ruffled my hair and I bit my lip thinking that there’s no way I can date him… he is MY SISTERS EX… ugh… now this Love is REALLY forbidden. Why life?
“Help me pack I leave tomorrow…” She smiles… Shit I forgot...and after that I start school
…
All alone in that shitty brick building, no sister.
...
“Who am I gonna eat lunch with IF YOU FORGOT JENNIE I'M A NOBODY AT THIS SCHOOL!” I whine.
“JUNGKOOK CALM DOWN… sit with Hoseok. You guys were friends before me and Him after all. Also- if that sounds too awkward find a boyfriend.”
She elbows me and I shhh her.
“keep it down…” I ran over and closed my door.
“If you’ve ALSO forgotten… the family doesn’t know I’m gay. Only me and you.. and I’d like to keep it that way.”
I say as I cross my arms looking at my older sister.
“Sorry… but for real- you need a boyfriend.” She smirks.
I put both hands on her back as I push her out of my room… until she stands in the door frame.
“Goodnight Jennie.” I says sternly.
“Goodnight little bro” she ruffles my hair and I close the door and run to my letters… to re-read all my crushes that I never acted upon.
“To: Hoseok…
What can I say… besides the basic “I saw him first.” But sometimes I like to wonder what would happen if me and you were a thing and I wasn’t too late…”
I begin to read…
sometimes I wish what would happen if they ever read my notes…
ACTUALLY NO… NO WAY… I'D ACTUALLY HAVE TO DELETE MYSELF AND THIS UNIVERSE…
fuck.
YOU ARE READING
♥A letter to all of my past crushes♥ ×vkook×
Fanfiction♪~°•. *. •° *. •°~♪ Background: Based on the Netflix movie "to all the boys I've loved before"... Jungkook writes letters to every guy he has ever had a crush on... it was his BIGGEST secret. He wrote them only when he had strong feelings for someon...
