"Stars can't shine without darkness"
Trigger warning: Verbal and Physical abuse there will be a *** before and after it starts and that part will be in italics if you want to skip until the end.
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Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) - Most commonly known as multiple personality disorder. People with this rare condition are often victims of severe abuse. in which two or more distinct identities, or personality states, are present in-and alternately take control of-an individual. Some people describe this as an experience of possession. The person also experiences memory loss that is too extensive to be explained by ordinary forgetfulness.
"W-What?" Jeongguk stuttered, he knew what it was after his many appointment he had come to learn many medical terms but, shock was clearly written on his face. How didn't I notice? However at that panic was coursing through Taehyung as he thought it was one of two things:
He knew what it was and he was purely disgusted at the thought.
He didn't know what it was and had lots of explaining to do which would lead to his Jeongguk being disgusted.
Both options terrified him, although they were both wrong, and it was the only thing he could think of. He didn't want to lose someone else, he couldn't handle it especially this time because Jeongguk was special; they had only known each other a short time but he had become so attached he needed him.
"Umm.. well it's in the name I have three other personalities and then me, Taehyung, you've met all of them though. But- but you don't need to be afraid I'm not dangerous. Please," his voice cracked as one tear, that led to an onslaught of many, rolled down his cheeks. "Just let me explain. Please don't be revolted I'm still me, your the only person I have left Gguk"
"Taehyung baby I won't leave you. Why would you think those things? I know who you are. How about you calm down and tell me the full story? Just remember at the end of the day, I will always love and accept you for you." At that Jeongguk wiped Tae's tears away and kissed his forehead.
After a few minutes of Jeongguk quietly shushing Taehyung he was left only hiccuping now and then. "I think I'm ready now." His by doe like eyes were puffy and red but Gguk still thought he looked like the epitome of perfection.
"Take your time baby."
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"It was the cliche scene an introverted friend dragged to a bar, only agreeing to please friends. Of course I was left alone not drinking anything waiting for my drunk friend Jimin to stop grinding on his crush Yoongi. Eventually when I was exhausted from waiting and ready to leave I was approached by a man, that was the worst day of my life. I was twenty, naive and nobody had ever shown any interest in me so when he did I fell right for it.
At first he was sweet and treated me like I was precious. I thought he loved me, I thought I loved him. He coaxed me with his words and soon I moved in with him. Jimin told me he was manipulating me but I just lashed out at him and accused him of not wanting me to be happy. I wish I could go back, I wish he could've saved me.
First he started verbally insulting me he called me disgusting, worthless, ugly, a waste of space among many others. But I believed everything and I was too scared to leave because next he started to hit me. Not once did he apologise, it just got worse everyday. I didn't have the energy to hide it. I didn't have anyone to hide it from. I have scars.. Cigarette burns and some from when he got so angry it didn't stop for hours. I never understood what I did to deserve it. Maybe I was a bad person in my past life.
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I had nobody to save me but myself. So one day I just broke, that's when V was made. He's the most powerful of the personalities. He helped me escape him and shortly the other two were revealed. It's been just us against the world, up until I met you."
"I'm gonna kill him, I really will I'll end him." It was as if, in that moment. Jeongguk was the embodiment of wrath. His eyes held an anger he had never felt before, his jaw clenched, but when he looked at Tae his facial expression instantly softened. Taehyung had trusted him with this, it was his turn now.
"Tae... there's something I need to tell you too."
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