A Hood Nigga's Forever Chic! Part 1

Chapter 6 (Tierra)

    I laid next to the love of my life with my legs
shaking. It felt like he had tore my little pussy
to shreds. The droplets of blood on the
blanket confirmed how I physically felt. My
heart raced and I became nervous. Now what?
I thought to myself. I wasn't sure how I felt and
by the looks of it I don't think he did either.

    "You gonna tell my brother about this?" I
tested his response. He chuckled a little. "I
know I'm not going to Princeton, but I'm not
that dumb." he joked. I gave a half smile. "We
gotta act like this never happened ma." He
warned me and his words hit me like a train
wreck.

    What the fuck did he mean act like it never
happened? Did he really want me to block out
and forget about how he French kissed my
pussy? What about the way he looked in my
eyes and caressed my breast. I know good and
damn well he wasn't dogging me out like a
side chic after I just gave him a dose of the
sweetest pussy he ever tasted.

    Don't you think it's impossible to act like it
never happened ?" I questioned. "Not really."
He said in a cutting manor that broke my
heart. A tear fell from my eye. Why did it feel
like I was going to die? He used his thumb to
wipe away the wetness on my cheek. "I don't
mean it like that shorty, but if yo brother find
out what you think is gone happen? A lot of
shit gone get stirred up." He stated. "I got too
much invested with him and I can't have that.
Besides, what you want wit a nigga like me?
I'm no good for you anyways. You going off to
college and me? I'm just another nigga from
the streets. You don't need a nigga like me luv."
He explained.

    I wasn't sure how to respond. The way he
counted his money while puffin his blunts, how
his boxers Peeked out his pants sometimes, his
smooth voice, the way he dressed and his boss
nature was just some of the things I loved
about him.

    Right at that moment, I felt that the future I
once dreamed so heavily of was being
sabotaged. How was I going to live without my
man? How was I going to except the fact that
he didn't want to be with me? I was perfect for
him! Why didn't he see this? We were meant to
be!

    But he was right. If Tony found out I lost my
virginity to his best friend that would fuck
everything up. Dammit, I still wanted him. I
probably wanted him more now than I ever
did. All I ever wanted was us to be together.
Nothing else mattered, but here he was. I mean
here the love of my life was telling me in so
many words that we couldn't be together.

    I couldn't hold back anymore as I cried
hysterically. Fuck him! I thought. How in the
hell did I let him play me like this? What was I
thinking?

    He touched my shoulder. "T I'm not tryna
hurt you. The last thing I want to do is hurt
you. I thought we were just having fun ma." He
expressed the words with sympathy, but that
didn't ease my emotions. "You don't have to
explain." I assured him while sniffling away.

    "I probably should go." He informed me
before zipping up his pants and exciting my
room. I cried harder after hearing the front
door slam after his exit. And to think how I let
him fuck me raw and cum inside me. How
stupid could I be? I cried myself to sleep that
day. This was the one dirty little secret nobody
was to ever know about!