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Waiting

Have any of you guys waited for something that you thought wouldn't happen such as love? Well, I'm still waiting. Sure I've might've had crushes on girls but the thing is, when I was smaller I was always nervous about confessing my feelings. Some of my family and friends already have someone to love. I'm still waiting for my turn. Funny thing is, I helped one of my little cousins summon the courage to confess and get a girlfriend. I told him how important it is to take the chance to love someone and go out with them. He trusts me. They went out for awhile until she was...well she dumped him. He back to me again asking for advice. I just told him to don't give up. There will always be that one person who loves you for who you are. "There are plenty of fish in the sea." That's what I said. Well, that's what my dad taught me. He still felt a little sad so I did what I could to comfort him. Eventually he found another girl and they're still currently dating. He sometimes talks to me about dating stuff and I will continue to help him. I won't lie...I was happy for him going out a girl...but at the same time I also felt sad. How could I, a guy who has never had a real date with a girl, give some advice to someone who is? Right now, I could only hope that I find that special someone. No matter what, I'll keep waiting. All I could do is help and develop relationships. Sometimes...I can't help but feel...

Alone...