•His maid•

these two bullets aren't for both of us

(Now Playing.//Depression and Obsession ~xxxtentacion)

"First of all I know I did wrong, I know I messed up bad. But I still love you, very much. You are the only one in my heart I really fucking love. My mind go-goes crazy when I'm not with you. That girl, that night it was just a one time thing. She started to kiss me and make moves on me but Sehun was there and he moved her off of me. I promise nothing else happened other then that."

"So how the hell does she have your phone number???" -You asked-
"She took my phone and put her name in my phone like that. I promise it was nothing more...I just don't want to loose you baby" -he said getting on his knees-
"What if I said I DON'T LOVE YOU?!" -You said standing up from your chair-
"please....give me one more chance" -He said ever so softly-
"No I don't want to be hurt agian" -you said just looking at him, he knew you were lying by the tears threatening to come out-

"i know your lying, I know you love me, so just give me another shot" -he said holding your hands tight-

You can't lie you love Chanyeol so much you wouldn't know what to do without him. You still love him, a lot...

"If I take you back will you pay more attention to me? Would you even love me like when we first met, HUH?!"
"i'll love you even more"

ANNNNNNNDDDD we got back together and solved everything....I was so blind that I just gave him another shot, I haven't regretted it yet...not just yet.

I came back to Chanyeol's house and slept in my room I did my job as his maid and didn't conversant with him no matter what. Yeah I still loved him but I was trying to get money to go to U.S. with my family. I also looked fat every time I looked in the mirror and I threw up a lot and my head always in pain and I had mood swings.... am I okay?

"Hey do you want to have a date today?
Hey....Y/N...Are you listening?!...YAH!"
-Chan said to you-
"Oh yes wh-wha-what do you need?" -You said taking your earbuds out of your ear while you had the mop in your hand-
"I said do you want to have a date with me tonight?"
"Tonight?"
"Yeah..."
"Uhhhm no thank you" -and you left him to go up stairs and clean-

I know I'm being selfish and I know he's trying but I just don't know what to do...you thought.

(Now playing// River~ Bishop Briggs)
Not even two months later you caught his phone go off again with two girls calling and texting him while he went to go get ice cream.

"Who this?" -you asked Chan while holding his phone up-
"Why were you on my phone?"
"Just answer the damn question" -you said while his phone went off agian as I read 'I'm pregnant Yeoliee' I threw him the phone-
"I was really trying my best at this 'second chance shit'. I would've wanted this to work But apparently you don't Now you got me looking crazy. While I was waiting things where changing and You started to play games and your game was amazing. And as smart as I been all my life that I'd fall for your lies. How'd I waste this time?
How I did not know why you were out there playing? Doing the cooking and the cleaning. While you're living it big
Fuck that!!! But let me just say congratulations... And don't even try to say that you weren't cheating then who got her pregnant?
Don't even try with the apologizing shit, I ain't got time for that fake shit... If you think I'm taking you back you are out of luck! I hope you got what you wanted out of that bitch too! All the people that I cut out of my life for you everyone knew I was going to be a great mother and wife for your bitchass! it wasn't my fault...I got a clear conscious and life moves on but your a fucking joke!" -you said all that you needed to say as you turn to go upstairs to pack up your shit and get out that damn house-

You left him speechless not letting him say anything after everything you told him. You only shedded baby tears knowing it all came out from all the feelings you had bottomed up.

As you packed your shit and looked at the mirror you saw how big your stomach was...fuck yeah im pregnant. I dont think Chanyeol noticed because i was always wore oversized cloths. i just thought to myself. But i soon picked all my confidence once again and walked down the stairs hoping not to see Chanyeol. He didn't try to stop you being shocked from the news of him being a father and the women wasn't his. You ran out the door not looking back. You felt like you'll regret it but not just yet...