The Pain (shiro x keith )

Chapter Three:The Party (Part Two)

Hello this is basically going to be a little depressing I deal with depression with myself and I'm not going to get to into it just because but uh hope u like this chapter bye

Previously on The Pain:
"Don't worry I'm not going to do anything for right now I'm tired get out!" Lance said sternly "Yes Lance" Keith hurried out of Lance's room then goes to his and goes to sleep.

Now on The Pain:

No one POV
It's the next morning Keith wakes up around 11:00 then gets out of bed and heads towards the kitchen to see nobody there he sighs in relief and opens the fridge to get some thing to eat but then Lance comes in and yells "What do you think your doing?" "I'm getting something to eat" Keith quietly spoke "Nu uh you know the deal already" Lance had a glaring look on his face. Slowly Keith walked out of the kitchen and back to his room Keith decided to go to sleep because I'm the morning Lance left him alone and went somewhere for hours until 5:00 pm so Keith slept until 5:30 when he decided to find something to wear.

Keith's POV:

I finally wake up and sigh because today is the party there is probably going to be like a hundred people there I hate when there are a lot of people at an event. I go to the closet and pull out a pair of black ripped skinny jeans and a red long sleeve, as I pulled off my shirt to put my new one on I looked in the mirror and saw all my bruises on my arms, on my back and my stomach I also looked at my arms where they had cuts I had cut my arms to deal with everything that was happening. Cutting is my way to relief my self and take away my pain, I felt tears form in my eyes as I realized how ugly I looked, how I'm useless, stupid, not worthy of living on this world, not pretty enough, I'm a piece of trash, who actually cares about me, that I'm alone in this world, no one understands my pain no one will. I cried for 10 minuets and grabbed a pocket knife and sliced my arms more as my breathing started to get steady but then I realized I wasn't bleeding so I cried more because I wasn't bleeding. I just want the world to understand my pain make all the people realize that they brought me pain I want to just kill myself I hate myself, I hate everyone. Someone just kill me please I tell myself that no one will care if I died, if I was gone, people would be happy if I was gone. I sliced my arms more then moved up my arm where there was more space I was breathing steadily I felt a little happy. Out of no where I heard the door to the house open and heard Lance I grabbed a towel and wiped my cuts then put me long sleeve shirt on and I changed my pants and went to go see Lance in the living room. So I headed downstairs and met Lance her spoke to me with an annoyed voice "Come on we are going to the party early" it was 6:20 the party started at 7:00. We got in the car and Lance drove to shiro's house, we arrived at 6:40, Lance knocked on the door the door opened I see shiro, pidge, and Allura they were talking and laughing as me and Lance walked into the house. I sat down on the couch with my head down and my hands between my thighs. I didn't notice that blood had shown on my sleeves.

Shiro's POV:

   I made a joke out of Pidge's height and we all laughed surprisingly pidge wasn't mad the all of the sudden we heard knocking on the door pidge answered it. It was Keith and Lance as usual Lance was happy and Keith was the opposite sad and had his head down with his arms behind his back. They walked in Lance walked towards allura and pidge and was talking with them and Keith just sat down on the couch with his head down and his hands between his thighs. But I noticed something on his red sleeves it was like red but a darker red I spoke without thinking "Is that blood Keith on your arms?" Everyone stoped talking and looked at Keith he had tended up and talked like he was scared "N-no it's just stained that's all" everyone had a worried face except Lance just an angry face until Keith had said that it wasn't blood allura and pidge sighed in relief and started to talk to Lance again. I decided to sit down next to Keith, when I sat down he tensed up a bit then relaxed. "Are you okay?" I whispered to Keith without making eye contact he nodded. I was still worried knowing he wasn't alright, I put my hand on his leg and pointed to the next room over and got up and walked towards the room with Keith following behind. I looked at Keith in the eyes and said "Keith I know your not ok" "I'm fine" he said "No your not" "Yes....I am" "Then let me see your arms" "No!" He said as he was hiding his arms behind his back "Let me see them!" I whispered angrily then I forced his arms forwards and pulled the sleeves up to discover cuts up his arms he quick pulled down his sleeves and hid them behind his back. I was shocked I looked at him "Why? Keith what made you do this" tears were forming in my eyes because the guy I liked was cutting himself tuning his perfect body "It's what you do instead of killing yourself" (Incase you haven't watched 13 reasons why that is where that is from) the tears feel out of my eyes I held Keith's for head against mine "For what reasons tho?" I questioned Keith "I'm useless, trash, I don't deserve to live, I'm ugly, I'm alone, nobody likes me, I'm not worthy of living, I'm stupid....." he replied with tears flowing out of his eyes "No you are worthless, stupid, ugly, trash, your anything but that" I pulled Keith into a kiss without thinking twice I could tell that he was surprised. I pulled away and he stood there and suddenly walked away back to the couch and sat back down I then realized I messed up. I smacked myself then sighed wiped away my tears and walked back to the others.

Keith's POV (again):

    Shiro kisses me I was shocked I didn't know what to do so I walked back to the couch and wiped away my tears the party was about to start it was 7:00 already and slowly people started to show up then all of the sudden over like 90 people were there they were to loud and obnoxious so I left Allura was drinking pidge was watching her Lance obviously was drunk I couldn't handle any of the loud noises so left to got upstairs and into a room before I went into a room I obviously grabbed two bottles of vodka and started to drink I ended up drinking both bottles and stupid me went down stairs I found lance kissing another person I wanted to punch him that jackass I walked down stairs I was looking for shiro it took me 30 minuets to find him in the mean time people were groping my ass smacking it I had to run away every time then I saw shiro and walked up to him but when I got closer I saw him kissing a guy. It broke my heart I froze and just stood there then he noticed me and pushed off the guy and looked towards me saying "Keith I can explain" I recognized the guy it was his ex Dean he was smirking while looking at me, I said to them "Sorry for interrupting something I'll be leaving now bye" I was walking away I could hear shiro telling my to wait but then I lost him in the crowd I was walking fast towards the bathroom and pidge was right there and noticed I was highly upset. She walked behind me but it was hard to keep up with me cause a lot of people were in the way, I walked into the bathroom and locked the door and started to throw up it was normal but then I started to taste a type of metal like copper and then I realized I was throwing up blood and flowers I started to hyperventilate, I could hear pidge banging on the door asking if I was ok, my vision started to get blurry I called out to pidge and unlocked the door just in time before everything went dark.

Pidge's POV:

   I was standing alone looking for Allura then I saw Keith he looked really upset so I decided to ask him what was wrong but he was fast and people were getting in my way and finally I got to the bathroom door where Keith was inside I could hear him throwing up so I asked if was alright he didn't answer and then I heard him breathing fast and what sounded like he was panicking so I banged on the door more asking if he was ok again. I heard the door unlock and a thud I opened the door quickly to find Keith on the floor against the wall with blood dripping down his mouth and flower petals on his pants where the blood was dripping at. I screamed "OH MY GOD KEITH" I put my hand over my mouth slightly everybody and everything stoped I yelled "SOMEONE CALL 911" I ran towards Keith putting his head on my lap crying and stroking his hair saying  "It's ok Keith I'm right here don't worry you will be okay" I heard someone calling 911 then saw shiro and lance run up towards the bathroom shiro asked what happened "Keith was throwing up and and wasn't responding to me and then I found him like this" I cried more all of the sudden you could here the police and the ambulance. The paramedics came into the bathroom with a stretcher and put Keith on it on of them asked what happened told them he started to throw up blood and flower petals, I was shaking shiro had hugged me and tried to calm me down and he was also crying but lance wasn't doing anything. The police had everyone leave and we rushed to the hospital.

Alright hey guys I'm gonna end it here I'm not as tired but it's 3:00 am and I have school tomorrow so I'm going to try to go to sleep this story is longer than the first and second one so I hoped you liked it good night bye.

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