We Are Not Destined To Be Together. (✔)

promise me (2)

Mark POV
"Do you need any help?" A voice come out from behind me when I was about to clear up the things.
And I know exactly whose voice is that.
"No.." I replied simply.

"Yes or no,I won't accept your answer anyway." She grabbed the cloth I was holding.it was the cloth I used to wipe the window.
"What do you want,Minah?" I asked coldly.
"I just want to help." She said.

"I don't need your help.you better go home now." I said rolling my eyes.
I don't want to involve in Joohyuk jealousy again by staying alone with her.
"I should say the same things." She said.

"I need to finish up my job.besides,I won't do anything after this either.so,it's fine!" I took back the cloth from her.
"Listen,Mark...I..."
"You what? Oh yeah,you just ignored me all this time.didn't say any word or explanation and then you came back here to apologise? Well,you wrong if you thought I will simply forgive you cause I won't." I said almost shout.

"Yeah,I know...and it will be hard to me to gain your trust again.I did wrong.I know you won't forgive me,but please...listen to me,just once..."she begged.

I didn't say anything and ignore her.I continued to collect all the cleaning stuff.for the first time I volunteer myself to do something for the class.although it's just a simple task,at least I do something...before I leave...

"Mark...don't go..." She spoke out when she's sure I won't give any response.
"How did you...ugh...Jinyoung, I will kill you." I realised that Jinyoung was the one who told her.I almost cursed under my breath.
"He's doing the right things by telling me,don't be mad at him." She said defending Jinyoung.

"You know nothing about this.so just mind your own business." I said coldly again.it hurt my heart sometimes when I need to be rude to her.but,I just had to.
"I know about it..Mark,it is dangerous there.you can't go alone.you're just trying to face your death.don't be stupid!" She shouted.

"What did you even know?? I'm just trying to meet my own father.I will be fine.don't act like you care!" I replied harshly.
"I do care,Mark!! I am always cared!!!"
"If you cared,then you won't had feeling to ignore me!"

"Well,I'm sorry about that.I need to.that's not the reason why you must leave!" She said.
"The reason is I want to leave.that's enough for me."
"Please...we need you here...I need you here." She stepped a little closer.

"I don't have time to argue with you now,so please..let me do my work." I beamed.

"You really won't listen,right?" She asked upset.
I didn't answer.
"Then,just go.out of my sight!! Don't find me again cause after this,we had nothing to deal anymore.Just go and face your death,you stubborn jerk!!" She snapped hitting my chest a few time angrily.

But I didn't budge a little..I also didn't fight back.
She kept hitting me until I grabbed her wrist stopping her.

"Fine!!! I won't fall for your word like how I stupidly fall for you.I'm going, I don't need your permission from you...cause you're just my....." I stopped, didn't finish my sentence.
"Your what??"she asked.
I let go of her hand.

"Nothing...nothing for me...not important." It hurt me a lot when I said that.I know I just lying to myself.
'You're my everything. You're the reason of all my live I had spent,and the reason I want to live.' If only I'm not selfish and brave enough to say that.
I looked away.
Then,silent filled the whole classroom.the atmosphere suddenly become dark and quiet.

"Will you come back?" She spoke out after a few minutes of silence.
"I don't know..."
"So,what did you told the teacher?" She asked without any expression create on her face.
"Going to L.A. to visit my father? Maybe move there immediately." I answered.

She nodded lightly.
"I'm sorry..." She said.
"For what?"
"Shouting just now.You know,i didn't mean it.maybe I'm just getting too emotional.I guess..."
"Me too..I'm sorry,I know you're just trying to protect me.but it won't work." I beamed.

"What if they come back here? The one who kidnapped me before." She asked.
"I don't think they will come back as long as I was there.Don't worry,I didn't left Jinyoung here doing nothing.he'll take my duty." I said.

"Why don't you look at me?" She asked noticing that I didn't even glance at her while speaking.
"I feel guilty everytime I do that.I'm sorry."I looked down.

Suddenly,I felt a pair of warm hand gripped my cheeks raising my head facing the owner.
"Don't... Don't ever feel guilty.. Just promise  you will return." She said then hugged me tightly.

The hug felt like forever to me.I don't even know if I will feel this hug again after this.maybe this is the last.
I didn't said anything.i didn't dare to promise that.I'm scared that I won't be able to fulfill the promise.

"Promise me,please..." I can feel tears flow down to my uniform.
I'm sorry...