Amber's p.o.v.
i layed there frozen and shocked underneath him. i always wanted to hear him say that to me but there was a problem.
Why didnt i kiss him back?
"Austin i have to get going.." i said quickly removing myself from underneath him.
"but i thought you were staying the night?" he said sitting up quickly.
"i cant....i have to do something." i quickly said walking towards his bedroom door.
i quickly walked out of his room, grabbed my phone from the kitchen table and started for the front door.
When i reached the knob and before i could open the door, i felt large gentle hands pulled me back by my waist and into his chest.
"Amber, please dont leave." Austin said sadly.
I didnt turn around to face him.
He still had his hands around my waist and he was now resting his head at the crook of my neck. I was completely shocked by his actions.
"Amber?" he whispered into my neck.
I still didnt realize i didnt say anything because i was too busy with the butterflies in my stomach.
"Austin, I have to go...." i choked out removing his hands from around me and facing him.
"Amber im sorry, i shouldn't have kis..."
"Don't. I'll see you later." i quickly said and walked out of his house.
As i walked down the street i glanced towards his front door and saw him standing there with a hurt expression.
I hated not knowing my feelings towards him. I always thought i liked Austin more than a friend. Im just so confused.
I finally made it to my place since it was a fifteen minute walk from Austin's house. I still had another two weeks to myself since my parents were still on their business trip.
I walked in and started up the stairs to my room. I turned on my radio and fell on my bed thinking about what just happened.
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Austin's p.o.v.
I cant believe i let her walk away from me. Again.
As i watched her walk to her house, she turned around and looked at me. I can tell she was confused and scared a little.
What was she scared of?
I walked inside and up to my room. I layed there just staring at the ceiling.
Wow. That kissed was just so unbelievable. I cant believe i actually had the guts to do it right there, so fast. Of course she didnt kiss back. She probably doesnt feel the same.
You're so stupid Austin. Why would you even try.
I really like Amber, shit i love her. More than anything. She's my other half, my world.
I went back downstairs and grabbed my guitar from the living room. I grabbed my laptop and set it on my desk to were it is on camera mode so i can record myself.
I know its cheesy but the only way for me to figure out my feelings is through music.
I started strumming my guitar and begin singing into the camera.
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Amber's p.o.v.
Here i am, laying here staring at the ceiling and listening to music.
I didnt know what to do. All he did was kiss me and might have admitted that he loved me. It was just so fast. I didnt know he felt this way.
I like Austin, i really do. He's my best friend, he's my hero. We do everything together and i guess you can say i love him too, im just scared.
Scared that if we do get together, what if it doesnt work out and we wont be friends anymore. I wont have a best friend. Shit, i wont have any friends. He's all i have.
I grabbed my phone and decided i should call him.
But what if im annoying him?
I wouldnt be annoying him.
I stared at my phone for a good while before i decided to call him.
It rang and rang until he finally answered.
"Austin i..."
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the feels, THE FEELSSSSSS and I'm not even a Mahomie.
