Broken teenager -Shania Aldons
I was running the race of life
On the outside I held a smile
inside I was broken tired And dry
I was reckless and so out of breath
The demons made it harder screaming so loud inside my head
I walked till I thought I was found
Swam till I was about to drown
But Then came this boy with a face shining brighter than a golden crown
Bought a smile to my soul which usually held a frown
He healed my aching bones
and I loved his glittering soul
But all that glitters isn't gold
the true him began to unfold
He wasn't a saviour low and behold
Made me guilty for all his wrong
Hurt me broke me stroke me
But yet somehow I try to stay strong
I was walking the rain
Inside me was an endless unbearable pain
That’s when I realized what you had done to me
I had to somehow how set myself free
To know to love to breathe
It hurts to know I will never be the girl I used to be
The one that would always laugh
The one you thought would always be strong
The feeling is real
The truth is sealed
I cry in the dark because I know I cut too deep
The mistakes I made have not been forgotten the tears I shed the sounds I made the feelings that left me feeling in a different way
Yet I can't See y these tears seem so unreal
I ain't the same my words are unsaid
What I have is buried deep inside
Secrets unknown
Fears undiscovered
I let out to you
But guess what I was a bloody fool -a broken teenager
