I was having yet another anxiety attack because of my disphoria. There words kept running through my mind. "Your not a real boy your just playing dress up." " seriously a binder? Bitch please just act like a girl cause that's what you are!!" The tears streamed down my cheeks i wanted to die at that moment so very badly. "Hahaha Jasper that's funny." ' Oh shit.' I thought. I got up to run but they had already rounded the corner and looked at me. 'I'm a fucking mess.' I thought. I looked at the ground and started crying again as I went to hide in the woods. "Whyyyy!!! Why have i been put on this Hell hole every body calls earth!! Why have the Gods put me here!!!!!!!!!!" I scream. I fall onto the forest floor and cry. I rolled up my sleeves to look at the scars that littered my arms. I pulled my dagger and started to add more unaware of my being watched. Eventually i had to stop because I still needed to get home. By the time I got to my truck the sun was going down and I knew I was in for a beating from my parents.
*Timeskip because I'm lazy as fuck*
"Y/n! Why are you late home!?" ' Oh Gods here we go.'
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Help me. (Jasper Hale x ftm reader)
FanfictionY/n is trans female to Male he is EXTREMELY disphoric and LOVES Jasper Hale but doesn't think he will ever her love him back. What happens when y/n is found bloody in an alley by Carlisle.
