We got to the Cullen house and everyone kept calling me a girl. The only thing I could think of was ollie's saying 'But when I tell people my name they still use the wrong one. I say not girl and they give me back woman lady she. Not woman I say. They say silly girl it is not up to you to decide. And I don't wanna hate my body for this my body is not wrong. The way people talk about my body is wrong!' That is all I could think of. "Hey f/n(female name) hey what are you thinking about?" Jasper asks. That's when I decided to say it. "I tell people my name they still use the wrong one! I say not girl and they give me back,woman lady she! Not woman I say! They say silly girl it is not up to you to decide. And I don't want to hate my body for this! My body is not wrong! The way people talk about my body is wrong!" They looked at me like I was crazy. "What's that supposed to mean?" Emmett asked. " it means I'm not she I'm a he. I am trans my name is Y/n(means male name) not f/n(female name) I BIND ALL HOURS OF THE DAY TO LOOK MALE! I BIND ALL DAY EVERYDAY TO LOOK MALE! I BIND ALL NIGHT EVERY NIGHT TO LOOK MALE! I NEVER TAKE THIS FUCKING BINDER OFF BECAUSE MY DISPHORIA IS SO BAD I'M AFRAID TO SEE THE ACTUAL CHEST I HAVE! I AM A TRANSGENDER MALE AND I'M BULLIED FOR WHO I CHOOSE TO BE! i m not allowed to be me anywhere yet I do it any way." I sobbed. Jasper hugged me. "Your safe to be you here. Don't be afraid to be you." I just cried and let my human emotions out. I eventually fell asleep in Jasper's arms.
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FanfictionY/n is trans female to Male he is EXTREMELY disphoric and LOVES Jasper Hale but doesn't think he will ever her love him back. What happens when y/n is found bloody in an alley by Carlisle.
