- KIM SEOKJIN -
You and Jin had been dating for a little over 4 months. Since he isn't the first person you've ever been in a serious relationship, the idea of having sex with Jin was not nerve-wracking. You were super comfortable with the idea, and you were looking forward to the experience. However, you were well aware that even the thought of having sex with you made Jin extremely nervous. Despite what fans thought because of his age, he's never had sex before. Before his debut with BTS and then during his time in the group, he never found a girl who he wanted to share an intimate moment with. Until he met you. After the first month of dating you, he knew you were the woman he wanted to spend the rest of your life with. You never pushed him to have sex with you. There was so rush, and you respected the fact that it was a bigger deal to him than it was you. You both spoke about the topic now and then, but he was always quick to change the subject.
He had texted you to come over to the dorms since all the boys had gone out. It was a normal occurrence for you to visit when no one was home. You both enjoyed each other's company without six boys running around you. You arrived at the dorm and opened the door since you Jin gave you a key. "Jinnie?" You called out. You expected to open the door and to immediately see him lounging on the couch, but he was no where to be seen. "In here" you heard him call from a slight distance. You followed the voice, leading you to Jin's bedroom. You were shocked when you first walked in. Again, you expected him to be sat on his bed lounging around or playing some games. He was sat on the end of the bed wearing a large hoodie and sweatpants. That wasn't the confusing part though. When you looked behind him, the bed was covered in small rose petals and the smell of candles filled the air.
"What's all this?" you asked, clearly confused. You settled your bag on the floor before walking closer to Jin and wrapping your arms around his neck. His hands found their way to your waist, pulling you closer ever so slightly. "I wanted to do something special for you" he said so innocently. You replied by giving him a happy sigh. If any other boy had covered the bed in rose petals, you would have probably thought it was super cringe and cliche. But because it was Jin, you found it adorable.
He was quite a bit taller than you, so when he sat down it meant that both of your heads were pretty much at the same height. He took advantage of this moment and pulled you in for a kiss. Over the four months you have been together, you had shared thousands of kisses. However, you had never experienced a kiss like this with him. The kiss was slow to begin with. Your heads moved in sync as you both felt the passion of the kiss build up. The kiss became needy and more heated but still full of love. His hands snaked towards your lower back as he gently pushed you towards him without breaking the kiss, so you were now lying on top of him.
Although this was more intimate than you had ever been, it didn't strike you were things were going until Jin had moved his hand towards your bum to give it a small squeeze. You broke the kiss and sat up so you were straddling him. "Jinnie, are you sure?" you asked with caution, knowing he had expressed his nerves about this in the past. "Y/N" he spoke softly. "I have never been so sure about something before. I want to share this moment with you to make it memorable. That's why I have put extra effort in". Your words brought a smile to your face as you looked around the room to look at his little romantic set-up."I believe everything you just said to me, but I thought you were going to be a lot more nervous than this?". He laughed quietly. "You may not see it, but I am absolutely terrified". You rubbed his arms in attempt to relax him.
"Can I ask why?" you asked. He nodded. "It's not the act itself that scares me. Its just that I'm scared I won't live up to your expectations. You've done this before and you know what it should feel like, whereas I don't. I truly have no idea what it's going to feel like, where I should put my hands or what turns you on" he sighed. You gave him a comforting smile. "Let me show you". You connected your lips back together.
