- KIM SEOKJIN -
Jin really admired the fact that you were saving yourself for marriage. And he really loved the fact that he would be the one to take your virginity.
You were on your honeymoon in (preferred country) and you knew that the moment was going to come sooner or later. You lay on your bed in your silk bed robe, knowing that Jin would be coming back soon. He had just gone out to take a few photos of the sunset. Your heart was pounding, and you almost felt sick at the thought of Jin seeing you naked. You weren't super self conscious normally, but what if he hated the way you looked?
"So, do you wanna watch a movie or somethi-" Jin spoke, but stopped as soon as he saw you. "Actually, I had other ideas" you spoke quietly, still wanting to be seductive but also feeling sick at the same time. You stood up, and made your way to Jin. You took a deep breathe before reaching for the knot you had tied in your robe. His hand grabbed yours, stopping you from undoing it. You shot him a confused look.
"Jagi, can tell you are nervous". There's no need to be. It's just me, and I'm happy to wait longer for you if makes you feel better" He spoke, his kind words sending butterflies to your stomach and making your heart flutter.
It was those kind words that spurred you on to keep going. You wanted this, and you wanted him. You guided his hand away, reaching for the knot again before undoing it. Your gown hit the floor and you were stood in front of him in a lingerie set. His mouth opened widely.
"You're perfect to me"
- MIN YOONGI -
Suga came across as cold, but he was the sweetest person ever. He treasured you like you were the rarest diamond ever. You often told him that you felt insecure, and he always made you feel better.
Today was no exception, you were feeling anxious about exposing yourself fully to Suga. During a heated make out session, you had stopped him. "Is everything ok? Am I doing anything wrong?" He questioned, worry evident in his voice. "No, Suga. Everything's perfect, you just know how I am. Stupid insecurities."
"Hey Jagi, they aren't stupid, and neither are you. They're perfectly normal and if I say so myself you're the hottest person I've ever seen". You chuckled, his silly words always made you feel better. You brought him back in for another kiss before he made his way down your body.
"I'm so happy I get to kiss you everywhere now"
- JUNG HOSEOK -
You had attempted to get intimate last night, but failed miserably due to you chickening out. Hope was so understanding. You felt bad for him, he had been waiting 5+ years for the moment he could really show you how much he loved you.
It was time to make an attempt again. You were determined not to chicken out. To comfort yourself, you recalled his speech from last night.
"Jagi. Y/N. Please do not feel insecure. I am here to show you that I love you. I am someone to talk to and someone who is meant to make you feel like the prettiest girl alive. I feel like I'm failing when you tell me your insecurities, and that may sound unfair. But they affect me, just like they affect you. I can't tell you how much I love you, remember that"
You smiled, remembering his kind words. You shot him a loving smile before telling him "I love you"
"I love you too jagi, always"
- KIM NAMJOON -
He always told you to come to him if you needed him when you were feeling insecure, down in the dumps or just for any reason really. He always attempted to help, even though he admitted himself that he wasn't the best at it. He always made you feel better in the end though.
You had kicked Namjoon away before things got too heated. "It's silly" you told him as you were sat on the bed together half naked. "Please don't feel silly. It's not silly. I promise you". You sighed, not convinced by his words.
He saw that his words didn't work with you, but wasn't giving up that easy. "Look Y/N. You're not sill. This is silly.." he continued, pulling multiple stupid, silly facial expressions at you which caused you to smile.
"There's that beautiful smile that I fell in love with"
- PARK JIMIN -
You were extremely insecure about the top half of your body. You hated your boobs and you hated your stomach. You weren't scared or nervous about the sex, you just didn't want Jimin to look at you in disgust.
You were telling Jimin about your insecurity, and he smiled warmly at you. "You know that I think you're beautiful no matter what princess" He spoke, in his cute voice. You smiled shyly, looking down to fiddle with your fingers. "Would it make you feel better if you left your t-shirt on? I will leave mine on too, if you like. You know, so you don't feel alone or awkward". 'Wow, this boy really is the sweetest human being on the planet' you thought to yourself. "I'd like that" You smiled.
"Then come heeeere! Let me love you"
- KIM TAEHYUNG -
You could not resist this ray of sunshine, and you wanted more than anything to finally give everything to him.
Everything was going right, and you felt comfortable until you came to the reality that you would have to remove your clothes. It sounds so stupid, but you got caught up in the moment that you forgot what you were actually doing. You felt the panic build up inside you, not sure how to approach the conversation. You breathing got heavier and Tae noticed.
"What's wrong baby?" He asked. You broke down, feeling stupid. You hated to disappoint him, and you knew he had been looking forward to this. "I feel shy Tae. I'm scared about you seeing my tummy and thighs and not liking me anymore". He chuckled slightly, amused by what you had said. "Yagi, our marriage does not depends on what your tummy and thighs look like. I think you're beautiful, even if you don't".
"We can cuddle instead for now. Let me wipe those tears away"
-JEON JUNGKOOK -
Before starting anything, you both told each other what you were comfortable with and what you weren't comfortable with. Amongst all of that, you told him that you were shy about showing off your body. You weren't exactly the most insecure person ever, however you felt like you didn't deserve to be with someone who looked the way Jungkook did.
He was just as shy as you were. No matter how many times he was told how nice his body was, or how strong he was, he never saw himself in the same light.
"Okay. We will take it slow. Let's brave it together Yagi". You nodded, agreeing with his suggestions. You walked closer to him as he removed his top. He sighed, looking down then back up at you to read your expression. "You're perfect" you mouthed. He flashed you his bunny smile. "You're turn" he said back. You took a deep breathe, removing your top. He responded with "You're more perfect".
"I am glad you can finally be comfortable around me"
