You guys I feel horrible.. I was cleaning the kitchen and I grabbed a sharpie knife and I slit my wrist 7 times....its not that much but I still feel bad.
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*Arabella P.O.V.*
I walked into the living room. Chesnie was on the couch. She had on a green sweater and shorts. Odd. She never wears that sweater. When she did she used it to cover up her- Oh. No not this again. I sat next to her. Just to make sure I grabbed her wrists and squeezed. She had a look of pain on her face. I let go quickly.
Arabella: Chesnie? Is everything alright? Did I hurt you?!
Chesnie: Oh no love you didn't I was just you know practicing my acting skills : )
Arabella: Mmhmm when did you start acting?
Chesnie: Umm well you know I've always been sort of an actress
Arabella: No your not. You can tell me anything anytime. You don't have to resort to this.
Chesnie: Do what? I'm not doing anything wrong. If I cut myself so wha-
She covered her mouth. Because her brother walked in and heard everything. He was the one person she always wanted to please.
Louis: Chesnie. How long?
Chesnie: Louis! I'm so so-
Louis: HOW long Chesnie? How long have you been doing this?
Chesnie: Louis.... please.... I'm sorry...
Louis: Just answer it so I know how many years I failed as being a brother.
Chesnie: Since 6th grade ......
Louis: So 7 years
*Walks out of room*
*Louis P.O.V.*
*Phone call*
Louis: Mum... I need help...its Chesnie. She um she sorta
Mum: DID THAT ANDREW IRTIS BOY BRAKE CHESNIES HEART.
Louis: No mum. Its Ashton Irwin. But she's cutting. Again.
Mum: Ok I'll be right over.
*Chesnie P.O.V.*
Why can't I just have a normal life.
(Authors note: Ok so in the next chapter what the mum said. Really happened to me today)

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My English Love Affair
Teen FictionNothing in my life has been good for me. Then one day Louis comes home with another group. How can I stay away from him. I probably have no chance. The only friend I have is liz. I must nnoy her. WHY, why, why why?