This here, this chapter, is my way of trying to say sorry. My way, of apologising for being so inactive on all of my other books apart from Scarred and this.
But before I get into all of that, I would like to take a moment to sincerely thank you all. I never, in my life, thought I would be on an application like this, where it's like a second family, and where you can go and express yourself through your books, your profiles, your comments, so on so forth. And the main thing I never thought, was that when I wrote a story, and published it, that it would get noticed. But look at those books now.
My Doctor: 841 views, 31 votes and 52 comments.
The Convention That Changed My Life Book One: 422 views, 43 votes and 72 comments.
The Convention That Changed My Life Book Two: 67 views, 10 votes, 8 comments.
Book Covers and Edits: 99 views, 17 votes and 58 comments.
Now, to some, that may seem like the smallest numbers ever. But to a girl who only thought her stories would be hidden deep in the depths of Wattpad's books, it fills me with so much joy to know people took their time out of their day to read these books and support me in them. And the fact that you beautiful people have, it blows my mind and it stuns me. It's scary, especially when a book is close to 1,000 views and you only had the thought that you wouldn't get noticed on here. That you'd be a ghost. That's all I felt when I published my very first book, but even my very first, shitty fanfiction was put on here for this community to see, it was getting a bit of recognition. Views. It confused me beyond belief because I feel as a writer who takes pride in my work, I feel that back then, my writing techniques were... in essence, so shit. No where near like my books now. And the fact that people have stuck around since my very first book blows my mind. This here, this part, is a major thank you. I wish I could thank you on a larger level rather than throwing a chapter in your face, but I don't know how else to do it.
Now, back to the apology. Firstly, I'd like to apologise for the major lack of chapters on everything but this and Scarred. I just seem to slowly be losing interest in them. And I'm sorry if that comes as bad news, but I have no intention of giving up on those books. I started those books for those who read it. And I'm not about to take them down all because I'm losing interest. I'm far too fucking stubborn for that. I intend on continuing publishing books, chapters, so on so forth for as long as I can. Writing has always been an aspiration of mine and I'll be bloody damned if I give up half way through. I'm not giving up on those books. I just need time. I'm sorry for this inconvenience. I will try have a chapter up for one as soon as possible, and I'll keep you all updated so you know when to expect a chapter.
But, I'm still not done. I have two select people I need to thank. That I need to literally owe everything to.
Kawaii_Kitty_Queen
And
thatdrawingal654321
These two amazing, beautiful people have talked to me and have read my books. But they haven't just talked to me and read my books. They have read those stories, established a happiness to them all, and have encouraged me to continue with this line of work. They've always encouraged me to be my best, and not let minor or even major setbacks get to me in this profession. They've taught me that when we make a mistake, be it in a profession or in life, you can always redeem yourself, and improve from it. They've taught me that giving up isn't worth it. That when you give up, you lose things like this aspiration. Lose that urge to do what you love to. I'll admit, I've sometimes thought about shutting down this account, and leaving it and it's books just gone. I've contemplated stopping writing completely. But with the support of these two, as well as you people who read my other books, you've all encouraged me to keep doing what I'm doing. And I can't thank you enough.
Yet again, I am incredibly sorry about the lack of chapters in other books, and I will do everything I can to get a chapter out soon. Thank you for reading this if you did.
Goodbye.
