She's my EX? || Jerrie x Leighade

II - Pretend Its OK

How does it feel? Pretend its Ok..

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Jade's heart is pounding in so much nervousness. She know this is not the best time to overthink and create ugly scenarios in her head. But she can't help it.

What if she thinks its too early for us to get married? She thought again. She step on her break. Then her car instantly stop.

She closed her eyes and sighed deeply to calm her nerves. "Get yourself together, Jade." She told to herself while her eyes are still close. "You can't back out now. This is Leigh Anne. And she's the girl you want to spend the rest of your life with..."

Like you didn't tell the same words to someone five years ago. The part of her brain said.

Jade groaned. She grips on her steering wheel tightly until her knuckles turned white. "Leigh is not Perrie. Why the fuck am I thinking about her now?" She asked to herself. "I love Leigh Anne so much, she's my present and my future—" Jade was interrupted by the loud horn of the cars behind her.

Jade shook her head and drove again. "This nerves is making me crazy." She said then she thinks of an idea to calm her down, and decide that she's going to recite her proposal's speech again.

"Leigh, The day I met you, I was so broken and devastated. But you are the only person who can make me smile, who can make me laugh, and bring out the best in me. You fixed me, You complete me. And that made me realize how lucky I am to have you, I don't know, you just made everything so much better. I love the way you roll your eyes then laughed when I told some corny jokes, the way you look at me whenever I caught you." Jade chuckled at that. "But you never saw the way I was looking at you whenever you were not looking. And thanking heavens. That God gave me someone like you. I don't know what did I do to deserve you, you are simply perfect to me. You are my other half..." She didn't realize the tears forming from her eyes. "And if you... Let me... I would like you to spend the rest of your life with me? I would like to wake up every morning and you are the first person that I would love to see, you are the only person I would like to create a beautiful family with.." And Jade felt so happy everytime she imagined creating a family with Leigh. Everything felt so right. "So, Leigh Anne Pinnock, You are my one and only, not my first but I definitely want to be my last..." Jade just quickly wiped her tears from her eyes, she wasn't able to see the car who's trying to overtake and in an high speed driving.

Jade's eyes widen when she saw how the car made a zigzag moving in front of her. Guessing the driver is drunk. She quickly turn the steering to the left, which it was a mistake too, because she was about to smash on the trees.

"No, no, no—" she tried to step on the break's pedal many times but it was not working. And by then, Jade knows her fate. Before her car crash to the trees, she was able to say the last part of proposal's speech. "W-will you marry me, l-love?" And then the brunette closed her eyes then a loud bang was heard. Causing Jade's head covered with blood.

"L-Leigh anne..." the brunette said weakly before she lose her consciousness.

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"Jesminda?"

Jesy couldn't believe the coincidence, here she was talking with Jade about Perrie earlier, and when the brunette left, she met Perrie after 5 years at the same coffee shop. I mean, wow fate. What are you trying to point?

"Pezmania??" She said in surprise.

Perrie grinned at her and hugged her tightly. "Oh my God, I missed you."

The older woman hugged her back. And after the hug, they went back where Jade and Jesy formerly sitting. Talk about coincidence once again.