She's my EX? || Jerrie x Leighade

VI- Touch

I wanna feel your touch, I want it, I want it, I want it so much..
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Jesy was looking at the shock Geordie in front of her. "That's the answer to all of your confusion earlier, when Jade saw you again."

"I-I'm—" Perrie didn't what to say, she was surprised. Of course Jade will get an head injury, but not at this point where she forgets everything about her life now.

Jesy puts her arm around Perrie who's still in shock. "We're as surprise as you."

Perrie stare at Jesy. "So, we're telling the truth, right?"

Jesy stare back at Perrie and gave her a 'what the fuck' look. "Of course, we will." She chuckled. "Unless, you really want to be her Girlfriend again."

"Shut up." She shot back right away.

"I was just kidding. Geez, Perrie." Jesy said while raising her hands.

Perrie sighed. I should talk to Jade. She thought.

"And we better talk about a lot of important things about Jade." Jesy said while they starts walking again.

"Such as?"

Jesy leaned closer to Perrie. "Did you know that Jade thinks I'm a queen?"

By that Perrie couldn't help herself from laughing at her bestfriend's randomness. "What?"

Jesy groaned. "I'm being bloody serious, you twat."

And the blonde laughed louder. "You know what? You're just hungry— actually, no. You're starving. Let's go grab some snacks." And she pulled Jesy who she thinks is being delusional.

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Jesy drove Norma home, so, Perrie was asked to stay with Jade for awhile. Which is a perfect timing for the blonde to have a serious talk with the older Geordie.

She went inside the room, and greeted by a smiling Jade. "Hi again."

Perrie smiled back. "Hi.." and she sits beside Jade. "How are you feeling?"

"My body is still sore but other than that, I'm good." Jade replied. "How are you?"

"I'm alright."

"I mean.. Your life without me?" The brunette asked, although still smiling, the hurt in her eyes are still visible.

Perrie sighed. "Tough. Very tough."

"I can't believe this.." Jade said while shaking her head. "Why? Why did we break up?"

"I asked for it." Perrie admitted. "I'm tired of us, fighting always. I-I asked you to let go of me."

"Did I not fight for you? Or even fight for our love?"

Perrie got the courage to hold Jade's hand. "You did fight for us. But it was me who gave up on you... on us."

"But I still let go of you. Did I made you happy when I did that?" The brunette asked while staring at Perrie's ocean blue eyes.

Then it hits the blonde's heart by Jade's question.

Am I happy? Did it made me happy? Losing Jade? Losing us? And now seeing her getting married to someone else. Am I happy? Is this what I want? Perrie asked herself.

Jade squeezed Perrie's hand. "Perrie, Tell me that I made you happy letting you go."

"Y-Yes.. It made me happy." No.

"Are you dating someone right now?" The brunette asked again, but this time her gaze is on their intertwined hands.

Perrie absentmindedly nods.