Scars (Connor franta fanfic)

Chapter 8

Sam POV

Sitting in the car with Kian on the way to the hospital to go see Elizabeth, yes Lizzy real name is Elizabeth. How do I know that? Well because we go way back. Before she got her depression, her parents left her, and before where she is now. I guess our friendship drifted away after I became popular. I started to play sport and try to have more friends. Maybe if I stuck by her side she wouldn't be in this mess. I honestly hate myself for leaving her.

We finally get to the hospital and I'm not sure if I can go in. What if she's in this horrible state. I couldn't see her like this.

"Dude, what's up?" Kian looks at me knowing I'm not gonna get out of the car.

"What if she's not okay. What if Connor fucked her up bad." I run my hand through my hair, biting on my lip.

"Dude she's fine. They have her in a room now so it can't be nothing too serious. Now let's go."

I got out of the car and walked into the hospital, they weren't apart of my strong suit. I hated hospitals ever since I was a kid but that's another story for another time. We finally got to her floor, we asked the nurses what room she was in.

Holding back my tears, I pushed open the door to see nothing but four sad faces and one lost soul. I sat at the edge of Elizabeth bed, looking at her beautiful face. I couldn't believe Connor, why couldn't he just told her the truth. Who cares what your parents think, as long if someone makes you happy you're gonna do stupid things for them no matter how hard and complicated it might be.

"Sorry we couldn't get here sooner the loser had to watch his brother all day." Kian said as Lizzy smiled and laughed a little which made me smile a little bit.

"Hey you could of left without me." I said as I started to run Lizzy legs. " So how are you holding up?"

"Honestly this fucking hurts. I ruined the chances of being with the person I wanted to be with. Its not like he's going to want me after all of this." Tears were starting to come down.

I looked into her eyes and grabbed her hand. "He's a fool if he doesn't want this beautiful, talent, amazing girl right here." I wiped away the tears that start to form. "I mean every word of that."

I did mean every word of that, she deserves they world after everything she been through. I love this girl to death and if Connor wasn't going to make her happy then I will.

Connor POV

I honestly felt bad. I did this to her, I left her when she needed me the most. The worst part is I found someone new. It's not that I don't love Lizzy  it's just complicated, she's complicated. I didn't know what to do.

Kasey is fun and out going but then Lizzy like to bottle stuff up and keep secrets. Why would I be with someone who likes to keep secrets.

Me and kasey went down to go get everyone food. I know Lizzy said she wasn't hungry but I know her, she didn't wanna say anything. "Yeah can I get 7 hamburgers to go please." I looked over at kasey she was so busy on her phone. I know her brother is having major surgery but the faces she was making didn't look like she was even sad.

We headed back to Lizzy room and feed all of the heathens. All of a sudden I didn't feel hungry anymore, I just felt numb. She looks so damaged and broken and it's all because of me. I sat back down just keeping my head down and not saying a word.

Lizzy POV

Connor finally came back with she devil. I rolled my eyes as hard as I could making sure that nobody saw me. I honestly hated her at this point. She looks like one of the girls I had in my 'vision' when I kinda almost died.

She had the blonde hair and high ponytail right. Her face just doesn't look familiar. I should probably tell Connor about this later when everyone leaves. He'll probably laugh about and tell me not to worry about it.

"Alright bye Lizzy." Ricky said as he gave me a weird hug. Which was weird because he was the last one to show up and the first one to leave.

"Yeah I have to start hitting the road soon. I have a big day ahead of me tomorrow." Jc says as he gets up from his chair and gives me a big tight hug. "If you ever need somebody I'm always here so don't hesitate to call and I mean that." Jc whispered in my ear before giving me a kiss on the forehead.

"Me and Kian can stay for a couple of minutes but then we have to go back to babysitting my little brother." Sam said smiling and looking so cute.

"Well I have to go, my dad waiting on me out in the parking lot." Kasey said before having a make-out sash with Connor.

I roll my eyes once again. Like they seriously couldn't have stepped out in the hallway or something. I look over to Sam and pat the end of the bed so he could come sit next to me again. I wanted to make Connor mad or even jealous. As he sat down I pulled on his shirt and kissed him. At that point I knew Connor was looking.

"Are you being serious right now Lizzy." Connor looked upset, making the plan work. I looked over to him.

"What? Are you mad? We're not even together so why should you worry." I said folding my arms together.

"I was gonna stay but now I think I'm gonna leave." Connor said leaving the room in a dramatic way.

"What was that all about?" Sam asked.

"I don't know but I think we should get going buddy." Kian said as he gets up from his chair.

"Do you guys really have to go?" I ask as I lean my head down. "I really don't wanna be alone tonight."

"Here. Take the keys go to my house and I'll pay you extra to watch my little brother." Sam said getting the keys out of his pocket and handing them to Kian.

"You don-" before I could say anything Sam cuts me off. "You're right you shouldn't be alone. You need somebody right now and that somebody is me."

"Alright I see ya later bro." Kian said as he gives me a hug and walks out of the room.

Sam takes off his shoes and cuddle up next to me. It honestly felt nice, it felt warm and cozy. "I know what you did Elizabeth." Sam knows I hate being called Elizabeth. He'll only use it when I did something bad."

"Oh yeah and what was that." I said and give him a glare.

"You only kissed me to make Connor mad and I get that but please don't use me. I know life is doing you wrong but you don't need to get revenge. The best kind of revenge you can do is walk away, don't say anything and be happy." As he kissed me on the forehead.

"You're right Sam." I smiled and laid my head on his shoulder. I know he was right but I just don't have the feelings to leave Connor alone. I feel like he's my soulmate. "And I'm sorry I kissed you, it was probably horrible anyways since you used to be my bestfriend."

"Honestly it was good and you were good so it's all good." Sam smiled and kissed me on the forehead again. I love it when he kisses me on the forehead.

I just hope he doesn't catch feelings for me. I will never be over Connor no matter how many times he hurts me.

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Sorry this is a short update and it probably sucks but I hope you guys like it.

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