All Messed up

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.Alex.

I dunno what to do now,I'm all messed up.Without her I dunno what to do but just wait for her to try and talk to me.
She says that her work and school are in the way
She says that she didn't see it going on any longer
About a year and seven months
Now looking back at it,all I see now is fighting.
Those months were only fighting and crying at two in the morning for some stupid argument.
She said I didn't talk about my feelings.But it was her mostly.shes a hypocrite for not even saying some serious shit going on in her own life.
They say I'm a listener,one to hold everyone's explanations for different moments and conversations but I guess not one to be asked to have the problems
I probably sounded annoying to her
But I can't think about it right now.
I have a new job to take care off .
I take part time in a college class and part time at a few jobs
A coffee place for now
And a hospital
Can you believe I didn't get a job at a McDonald's but I did at a hospital?they said I wasn't friendly faced.
Seriously??
Well ,I've had that job for about a month,nothing I'm not trained in
I cover myself up in our uniforms and start to head there for my new patient.
I can't really say new,he's one of the oldest there.
Mr.John Laurens.

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