I'll see you on the other side

YOU DONE MESSED UP JOHN

Warning.... mentions of rape and abuse

Alex P.O.V

I can't believe this. John Laurens, the one person I thought actually cared about me, is cheating on me! Not only is it with one person, he's with multiple! Their names are Maria Reynolds, Thomas Jefferson, Thomas Conway, Charles lee, and James Reynolds. They all do it at the same time, together! There is nothing I can do but cry. I weep my heart out, all the while John is trying to comfort me, but I'm revolted by his touch. Just a hour ago I would've married him, but now, I never want to see that freckled face again. Just thinking about all the time we spent together sent me into more tears. I sob my heart out, the tears streaming down my face like waterfalls. I feel John's warm hand grasping my own, but I snatch it away. I cant take it anymore. I start to scream and yell, my sudden actions shock John, but I dont care anymore. Im just barely able to choke out the words between sobs.

Alex:How could you do this to me!?!?

John: What the hell are you talking about?! Everything was fine, you broke out in tears, and now youre acting like a tried to murder you!

Alex: Dont play dumb you...you..you good for nothing, low down, lying cheater!

John: Alex! Did you go through my phone?! I thought you trusted me!

Alex: I did trust you, but then when your phone started to ring I thought it would be your dad. I picked it up to push decline, and it said the caller was " the group"! I had no idea what that meant, so I checked the messages between you and them! I know everything John, so dont lie to me! I thought you loved me! But clearly, I'm not good enough for you!

John: Alex... I...

Alex: NO!! YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH YOU'VE HURT ME JOHN! Do you remember that time when you were drunk, and you came home with this girl, and said you loved her! Or the time you said you were going to break up with me, all because I failed one of my classes! Every. Single . Time. You wiggle your way out, and end up forgiven, but that wont happen this time! Im not going to let you right back into my heart. WE'RE DONE JOHN. you can go fuck who ever you want i dont care, you fucking whore.

I headed towards the door. There was no way he could fix what he had done. My fingertips met the icy doorknob, when I heard a soft sob. I had gotten so used to hearing that sound. My mothers cry when my dad got angry, along with my own. For years I put up with the sound of crying, and I learned to ignore it. But there was something about the sobs escaping John's mouth, the amount of sorry and hurt, regret and despair, that made me turn back. I stood there arms crossed, listening to the soft words he whispered.

John: Dont go....... ple-please...... stay here.....

Alex: What do you want?

John: Please stay-y-y.. with me... Can we get back...together...please.

I lost my temper. Before I truly knew what was happening, my fist had collided with his jaw, causing him to fly back onto the bed.

Alex: No. I fucking hate you. There's no way out of this. You cheated on me, with multiple people. And expect me to forgive you. No.

I wanted so badly to be able to turn and leave. But my feet were glued to the floor. A heartbreaking, soul splitting sob escaped Alex, causing his whole body to shake. He sank to the floor, and curled up in a ball.
I couldn't help but want to comfort, I know that would make him believe he was forgiven.
UpI just stood there, feet planted to the floor, watching. I could see his mouth moving, but couldn't make out any words. I strained my ears, and could barely make out the must heartbreaking words of my life.

John: they made me do it..... they made me...

He said it over and over and over again, until it came to be too much for me. I knelt by him, whispering.

Alex: John... whats wrong? What do you mean?

John : The made me do it Alex! They made me!

Alex: I dont understand what "they made me" means.

John: They raped me Alex!! They said that if I refused, if I didn't cooperate, they would hurt you! I just want to protect you.q

He was sitting up now, and looking me dead in the eyes.

John: All I want is for you to be safe. Because I love you Alex. I really do. I never meant ro hurt you. All the other things I did that saddened you, I was drunk and i didn't really mean it. I love you so much, if I hurt you, I deserve to die. Your safer and better off without me.

With that John ran to the bathroom. I leapt to my feet, chasing after him. But he quickly outran me, and locked the bathroom doctor before I could get in. I slid down the door, sitting and waiting.I thought John was just having a breakdown, that he needed some time alone. But nevertheless, I stayed outside that door. I stayed, hoping to hear a sob or whimper, any sign that I should say something, coax him to open the door. But I didn't. I just sat there, my body tense with worry. All of a sudden, I heard something, jumping to my feet, a feeling of excitement rushing over me. I was ready for the bathroom door to open, for John to come out and say he loved me, but instead, a rattling noise filled my head. My heart fell to my feet.

It only took one shake of the bottle for me to understand what was happening.

1,007 words!!!

Authors note: Every time I was saying John broke my heart or John cheated, I accidentally typed Alex🤣🤣🤣
Im just so used to Alex being the heart breaker.
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