I'll see you on the other side

Bloop

T-Timeeeeee SKIPPPPPPPP 4 months later
Alex P.O.V

Ive been going to therapy classes for 2 months now. Ive gotten better. Before I used to have episodes all the time, but I haven't seen the demons in a while, and it seems like everything is okay. But I knew its not. I know how hard it is for Alex to deal with my breakdowns. I know  hard it is, to see someone you love, and not be able to help them. I dont want him living like this, but I dont know how to fix myself. The only way I can think of, is to...disappear. That way I can take all my problems along with me, and his life will be easy. I'm going to run away.

John's P.O.V
I love Alex to death, and I want to be with him forever. These are the only things running through my mind as I make my way to the jewelry shop. Ive had a customized ring made for Alex. It is a gold ring, with one small diamond at the top. I cant afford anything better, but I hope he still says yes. Ive been wanting to marry Alex since we become a couple, but, we werent that far along in our relationship. Now that we have been together for more then three years, I'm going to ask him if he'll marry me! I can only hope he says yes. Ive already started planning out outer lives together.😊

Alex P.O.V
I'm going to leave tonight. I dont now where I'm going to go, but I have to get away. I can feel the tears running down my cheeks, as I leave in an hour. Ive written a note, explaining everything to Alex, I want him so badly to understand. But, all I can think about as I wait for him to return home, is maybe he doesnt really care about me, or trying to fix what happens inside my head.