The Pirate and the runway princess

Visit to neverland

When we reached the wood floor, he looked seeing where we landed and he got up quickly standing at the doorway. I looked at him knowing I'd done this, I knew he'd of never gone in this room. We looked at each other for awhile as if analyzing what happened for a moment but I knew what had happened. He'd kissed me and it couldn't be taken back that was clear as day.

"Sorry Selena." Killian said as he walked away

I carefully got myself up closing the door as I had my back to it closing my eyes. I slid to the floor letting myself sit there as I took my right hand placing it on my lips. In my mind I wanted to say he'd stolen the kiss, taken my first for his own purposes but I knew the truth. Deep down I'd known it for a long time that this was inevitable.

'I'm falling for him, what am I going to do?' Amira thought

There's one secret about me through all this I kept secret, I've practiced good magic but I felt it was a necessary thing knowing my stepmother was learning from the dark one when I lived there. I know my path will cross with hers before too long it's why I don't want to fall in love but it's too late. For the rest of the night I stayed in my room and even after that I didn't come out.

I ended up writing a letter to my sister, cause what I needed now more then ever was my sister's guidance in all this. We both agreed to be guided by love when our mother died and yet I fear it now, cause I'm scared of Regina. When I planned to send it a felt a shift in the ship, and I knew we weren't just sailing normal. The voyage was a bumpy one and once we settled down I ran up on deck to see where we were. It was gloomy and foggy that I couldn't tell much about the place at all.

"Where are we?" Amira asked as Smee came over leading me back below deck under the captain's orders.

"Selena, you need to stay down here. We're in Neverland." Smee said

"Neverland? Wait why must I stay below deck?" Amira asked

"It's for your own safety. I'll have the Captain come down and explain it to you." Smee said as he left me down there and walked away

I leaned my back against the door of my cabin waiting, it was rediculous to hear I had to stay below deck. I was one of the crew, right? So what was so much a worry about Neverland that I had to be down here. I'd never been to neverland so I had no idea the real problem.

After a little while of time, Killian came down to talk to me closing the area to go up on deck probably in case I tried to go up there. I watched him as he walked over to me the look in his eyes a bit worried. He took my hand leading me to his cabin as we walked in then he closed the door behind me having me between his door and himself.

"Selena, listen very carefully. Do not under any circumstances go above deck." Killian said to me

"Why? What's there to be afraid of in Neverland?" Amira asked him

"Pan, he doesn't really like Women. He'd rather kidnap a beautiful woman and torture her then be in neverland." Killian said as the cold hook carefully touched my cheek "You're too important to my crew and I for me to let you take such a risk."

"I'm not that important, I'm expendable." Amira said in trying to get him to let her do what she wanted

"You silly girl, you have no idea how wrong you are. That's why you're staying here in my cabin." Killian said

My eyes widened at hearing I was to stay in his cabin, yeah it wasn't your ideal of luxury but it was suitable in some ways. In truth, I felt he only kept me on board or kept me hidden for his own game to win but that was how I felt back then. He pulled me away from the door having me sit there while he took care of some business. I folded my arms while waiting this wasn't my ideal way to past the time.

Waiting felt like an eternity and I actually fell asleep while waiting on his bed, it wasn't the softest bed but it was pirate ship so couldn't be very choosy on what I was being treated. I felt sleep was the only way to pass the time and when I was awake I would just look around not really touching anything, after all it wasn't my cabin.

Like I said before it felt like an eternity but when we were moving I stood up ready to go up on deck but sat back down. I wasn't given permission yet to go up and I knew if I disobeyed there probably would be some consequences. Soon though Killian walked in and he noticed I was still where he'd left me. He took a look seeing nothing was moved out of place which seemed to surprise him.

"You didn't want to look around,luv?" Killian asked

"I don't look around other peoples stuff." Amira said

Watching him as he walked over to me, he took my hand and pulled me to him. A smirk came across his lips and I wondered what was going on in his head. I looked at him feeling my heart racing inside my chest as I tried to act like nothing was wrong. Maybe it was easy for him to see and I tried to play it off fine.

"What Captain?" Amira asked

"Your falling for me luv, I can see it in your eyes." Killian said

"Six months of being on the ship with you and you think you know how to read me." Amira said trying to make it easier to avoid the truth.

"Really?" Killian said to me and then he got close to where our lips were inches from each other "then this doesn't bother you luv?"

I wanted to say no, I wanted to deny it all and go to my cabin. Would of been easier then all of what was going on. I could of just admitted the truth but before I even answered he had his flask up by me with a smirk.

"Some rum Selena to help you process your thoughts?" Killian asked

"Sure Captain." Amira said

I took the rum flask from him seeing it was open and drank some of it handing it back to him. He just seemed to be enjoying how amusing all this was to him and I was trying hard to fight it all of this at once.

"So the truth Selena" Killian said

"No, I'm not falling for you." Amira said but there was a tell sign I was lying. He could notice it and my sister noticed it.

"You're lying luv. Yes Lying is accepted in being a pirate but honestly Selena you know I can tell when you're lying. You have this tell sign that my men don't notice but I do." Killian said

I moved out of his grasp and walked to the door but it was a slow walk like I didn't really want to get far away but at the same time I wanted to get space between us. Killian seemed to noticed the difference in the way I was cause I heard him following behind me. My heart was racing in my chest knowing if he turned me around I'd give in. As I made it to the door and was about to reach for the knob to open it, I felt him grab my wrist. In an instance he turned me around and had me pinned to the door. I felt the cool part of his hook against my cheek looking at him.

"Amira, please luv the truth." Killian said

Hearing my name, my actual name was all it took as I kissed him and felt him kiss me back. You may not say this would count that the one when I was drunk would count but I thought of this moment as my actual first kiss.