Nightmares

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*nightmare*
"Fuck off I don't need you, your just here to keep my wolf happy and my sex life decent you dumb bitch." says that man who's face I can't see. I pick my self up the ground. I can't control my body it's just me watching. a baby is crying up stairs in another room. "I-I have to go check on jacob..." I stutter... Why am I stuttering?
The man goes and back hands me. then walks away. muttering the word useless bitch under his breath. I still can't see his face for some reason...
*end of nightmare*
I wake up from my dream with a jolt. I'm still lying down and covered in sweat.
I look around and realize I'm in a room... there's a persons arms wrapped and I'm up against their back. it takes me a minute to remember it's Daniel holding me.... 'who was that man? and why was he beating me? why didn't Daniel do something-......oh my god....' I jump away from Daniel tears leaking running down my face, fear invades me... he hurt me... it's all coming back now.
*memory*
"I DONT FUCKING WANT YOU!!! YOUR JUST HERE TO PLEASE ME AND MY WOLF YOU FUCKING WHORE!"
I cowered in the corner holding my stomach, trying to find some way to protect it away from him and his yelling. "p-please calm down, you don't want to hurt the baby." I try to tell him,
"IM NOT STUPID, ALL I WANT IS THE KID AFTER THAT YOU CAN FUCKIN LEAVE YOU STUPID WHORE!"
*end of memory*
I scream and back into a comer of the room.
Daniel jolts awake. he looks at where I was and starts to panic, he looks around the room till he sees me. Confusion... then guilt and sorrow fill his eyes. "Lily..." he says softly.
"Why?" I reply so weakly you could hardly here me.
"I remember you slapping me... and.. And saying how you didn't want me.. two different memories.. both the same...why?"
"Lily please, we talked about this, please lily I'm sorry,just...just come back to bed and we can talk about this in the morning... please?" he asks me sitting on the edge of the bed, his eyes filled with tears.
I stand up and shake my head. "I'm going to Jacobs room.." I leave and as I shut the door I faintly hear the sobs..
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