-the lies-
"Hey mariella, how do you explain this? Why is "your song" On a nother person yt acc? "
"I... I... Ummm. I didn't know I'm sorry please forgive me, I just wanted you to like me... "
"Yeah you know what don't talk to us anymore we don't talk on fake people. We're done here. "
"But please... Don't I'm sorry! "
"It's too late. "
-a month later-
Things are going awful, I have to be with these people that hate me every day. I sit alone, we still talk sometimes and I miss them still. Its like I walk into school and like I don't exist... again.
One day I was standing in the hallway waiting for band practice when the teacher told me I can't sing and that I should just give up. Everyone thinks I'm a liar and a untalented loser... I have no one on my side.
*suddenly I see something I see a flash of light and I'm no longer in school, I'm in the woods I see a man running towards me and I start running from him. I trip on a Branch and fall on the ground. He comes close to me, I can't see his face but he helps me up.* And I'm back in the classroom. I lm quietly sitting in the background while they take photos in our picture class 📷. We're talking about maybe making a movie for the end of the school year. I like the ideas I think they are all amazing😍. So we have a basic storyline set up, so me and my ex friends leave the classroom early, and the second we do that they start saying how the ideas that they just agreed on are awfull how they can't stand these fellow classmates... Even tough they were just getting along with them a second ago... That was the first moment I realised how fake and awfull these people we're. They aren't real friends, hell no! And they weren't even badmouthing me they were badmouthing they're friends.
Now I realised I don't wanna try to be friends with them again. That I don't wanna have anything to do with them at all. I felt a lot better cause now I finally saw the real them so I wasn't sad anymore.
-I starter to meet new people in my class and all the people my ex friends bad mouthed before and said they were awful were actually really cool and smart and amazing. I was telling a little bit better day by day. Soon I meet my best friend Maya❤.
We became inseparable. I meet two older girls from one class and four older people from a nother class and they were amazing!!!!!!
-fast forward a month-
My best friend was in a big fight with her class and ofc I was right there for here every step of the way. Until she moved classes, things were pretty rough. But after that things were okay. I had a nother vision *I was in a forest near the see again. I saw this guy playing the ukulele. I wanted to come close to him but I couldn't move and in a second he was gone*. Trough all these bad things I liked this guy and I finally realised he wasn't worth it. Ahhem totally didn't write songs about him 😂🤣.
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A life in 2018
Novela JuvenilA high school student is struggling to figure out her identity. She gets struck by heartbreak💔😭. Then all her friends leave her, she struggles with depression and sad thoughts. Until one day she finds something that turns her life around...